Stubborn Flows

McQ

2012-01-07T23:34:00.001+07:00

McQ by anesha18 featuring a metallic clutch

Sat-Nite-Bite

2012-01-07T23:27:00.001+07:00

Sat-Nite-Bite by anesha18 featuring alexander mcqueen jewelry

Summer Course

2011-12-31T03:06:00.001+07:00

Summer Course by anesha18 featuring high heel shoes

Versace

2011-12-31T03:05:00.001+07:00

Versace by anesha18 featuring a zebra print cardigan

I Love You, Kendall!

2011-12-27T12:29:00.001+07:00

I Love You, Kendall! by anesha18 on polyvore.com

Shiz.

2011-12-27T11:59:00.003+07:00

Wow, it's been a looong time I didn't write anything on here. Well, seems like I got pretty busy these past weeks. This holiday season's sucks. Dad's cancelled everything because of his works. Mom's enjoying herself, goin' nowhere with her friends. And now, I'm successfully stuck at this house. Schooldays are better than this I think. Eventhough sometimes I love holiday, Yes, I can sleep whenever I want to. But, this is just useless. I don't wanna sleep all day long, I wanna have a real vacation. Like goin' to the beach with my friends, spending these vacation nights with them while waiting for the holiday to be finish. Yeah, I seriously hope so. Mom's gonna take me to nowhere today, and I have to agree with her. Otherwise, she will never give me money for this entire holiday. Perhaps I can call this holiday as a holy sh*t holiday. Cause I'm doin' nothing.

Well. See you beabou.

Papay :D

Vogue's

2011-12-26T18:37:00.001+07:00

Vogue's by anesha18 featuring pink handbags

Fashion Addict!

2011-12-26T17:38:00.001+07:00

Fashion Addict! by anesha18 featuring alexander mcqueen clutch

Yes.

2011-12-26T16:50:00.001+07:00

Yes. by anesha18 on polyvore.com

Peachy Pink

2011-12-26T16:29:00.001+07:00

Peachy Pink by anesha18 featuring longsleeve shirts

BW

2011-12-23T14:03:00.001+07:00

BW by anesha18 on polyvore.com

Ready for reddies?

2011-12-21T13:55:00.001+07:00

Ready for reddies? by anesha18 featuring red boots

NYU!

2011-12-20T16:56:00.001+07:00

NYU! by anesha18 featuring purple shoes

UCLA

2011-12-13T02:23:00.001+07:00

UCLA by anesha18 featuring denim shorts

Weekend-Do-List

2011-12-11T21:58:00.004+07:00

Aloooha readers! Oke, kmrn malem gue baru ganti profile blog kesayangan gue ini lho (Lah terus kenapa? peduli?). Hm, itu memang ga penting, tapi, yaaa gimana ya, gue orangnya itu, jujur, sangat malas dalam merubah sesuatu. Termasuk nilai-nilai gue. *SIGHING*

Weekend. Ya, semua orang sih enak pada jalan-jalan pas weekend. Nah gue? Di rumah sambil menyulam lumut-lumut di pekarangan rumah. Sungguh tak enak perasaan ini. Biasanya kalo weekend, gue jalan sama Nadels&Tiara, atau nggak, Dinmul&Nocla, atau nggak, Sara&Devina, atau berkunjung ke rumah nenek. Tapi apa daya maksud hati memeluk gunung, lah tapi kok gue baru nyadar gunung ketinggian....... *krik*

Oke. Semua masalah berujung di kendaraan dan kesibukan para pemudi-pemudi yang biasanya jalan sama gue. Nocla dan Tiara ada acara pelantikan paskib di puncak, so pasti, gue di tinggal merana di rumah. Dinmul dan Nadels punya kesibukan masing-masing. Terutama si Nadels. Dia mau lomba dance lho! Semoga menang, Ndelsah! Doaku menyertaimu! Sara... Ya, dia entah di mana. Btw, bbm gue pending total, pulsa ga ada, yaaa gimana mau ngubungin si Kera satu itu. Dan yang terakhir... Yang paling bombastis... Devina!!! Dia masih di asrama. Duh Dep, cepet pulang kek. Ga bosen apa mendem di RSJ mulu. Oops. Asrama deng. Maklum, Devina agak sarap.

Ya, itulah penjelasan kenapa gue lumutan di rumah. Tapiii, tadi gue abis pergi sama Nyokap dan adek gue, Kenni. Kita pergi ke Mall Kelapa Gading. As usual, hampir dua minggu skali Nyokap pasti ngajak makan keluarga. Apa daya si Pero lagi di Bali, Bapake entah di mana, dan si Fiqi belajar buat besok dia UAS, jadinya yaaa cuma kita bertiga deh. Awalnya makan di Abuba Steak. Gue pesen tenderloin steak, enake maknyuss! Abis itu cabs ke Gading. Nyokap ngomeeeel mulu gara-gara dia ga dapet parkir, tapi akhirnya dapet Vallet. Alhamdulillah ya Allah. Abis itu, kita misah. Nyokap ke Sogo, gue capcus ke Gramedia sama adek gue. Gue beli komik Miiko dannn buku 1 Liter of Tears. Ituloh yang Buku Harian Nayla versi Jepang itu lho. Abis ituuuu, boleh ditebak! Oke. Gue. Makan. Lagi. LAGI SAUDARA-SAUDARA SEBANGSA DAN SETANAH AIR! Hm................................. (Kemudian hening panjang).

Okedeeee! Segitu aja postingan gue kali ini. Jangan capek ya bacanya. Dan kalo ada kejayusan tak disengaja ya maap yak! Heeehe.

Papay :D

Dream, dream, dream.

2011-12-11T21:52:00.001+07:00

Dream, dream, dream. by anesha18 on polyvore.com

Like a Skyscraper.

2011-12-10T21:08:00.006+07:00

Skies are crying, I am watching
Catching teardrops in my hands
Only silence, as it's ending
Like we never had a chance

Do you have to make me feel like
There's nothing left of me?

You can take everything I have
You can break everything I am
Like I'm made of glass
Like I'm made of paper
Go on and try to tear me down
I will be rising from the ground
Like a skyscraper
Like a skyscraper

As the smoke clears, I awaken
and untangle you from me
Would it make you, feel better
to watch me while I bleed?

All my windows still are broken
But I'm standing on my feet

You can take everything I have
You can break everything I am
Like I'm made of glass
Like I'm made of paper
Go on and try to tear me down
I will be rising from the ground
Like a skyscraper
Like a skyscraper

Go run, run, run
I'm gonna stay right here, watch you disappear
Go run, run, run
Yeah, it's a long way down
But I am closer to the clouds up here

You can take everything I have
You can break everything I am
Like I'm made of glass
Like I'm made of paper
Go on and try to tear me down
I will be rising from the ground
Like a skyscraper
Like a skyscraper

(Like a skyscraper)

Like a skyscraper
Like a skyscraper

(Skyscraper by. Demi Lovato)

:'''''''(

2011-12-05T17:30:00.002+07:00

I'M FCKN TIRED!! PLEASE, GO AWAY!!! WHY U ALWAYS JUDGING ME?! WHY!? WHY YOU NEVER TRY TO ASK ME FIRST BEFORE YOU SPREAD THOSE STUPID RUMORS!? WHY!? IF YOU WANTED ME TO BE RUINED, WHY U NO SAY THAT TO ME??? STRAIGHT TO ME?! NOW, I'M ALREADY DEVASTATED. WHY YOU ALWAYS TRYING TO RUINING EVERY SINGLE THING IN MY LIFE? WHY U HOVERING MY LIFE? AND THE FINAL QUESTION IS, WHY YOU DO ALL THOSE THINGS TO ME? WHY?! IT'S JUST LIKE I'M A REAL TROUBLE FOR U. BUT NOW, TO BE HONEST, I DON'T KNOW WHAT I DID WRONG TO YOU. I DON'T KNOW!!!!! YOU WERE REALLY NICE, BUT NOW............ WHAT DID I DO WRONG!?

I'm tired. Really. I just wanna feel the happiness, living my school days. I don't wanna get in trouble. I don't wanna waste my time just to think of you, being rude to me. I don't know. It's just like a big pressure for me. I'm always trying to be nice, but still... This is one of those hundred reasons why I really wanna quit this school. I can't breathe peacefully in there. I can't be myself. My situations handling me too much. My problems embracing me too tight. That's why, I can't breathe in there. Even I do have some oxygen to help me breathing. And now, I won't change a thing.

Exactly.

2011-12-02T22:48:00.007+07:00

I just wanna say, best friends are the best persons in the entire world. I love them. I love how the way they can make me feel so damn right. I love when they're around me, encouraging me, supporting me, makin' me feel like I'm the special one. I just don't wanna lose them once again. That was enough, losing my best friends like those old times. I never wanted them to leave, I always wanted them to stay, even until now. I want them beside me. But unfortunately, someone comes, and somebody leaves. I've to face it. Whenever it will be, whatever I will be, and whoever they will be.

The Older Post That Could Make Me Think Wiser?

2011-11-26T13:04:00.003+07:00

Well, we know somebody's tryin' to hide their sadness to make them look strong outside but please, you will never know what they're actually doin' at home. They may be crying out loud and never get outta their blankets and they kinda feel like.. they're about to kill themselves. Maybe, some problems have been solved, yet, more problems comin' so quickly and they can't even solve the rest of those problems that they haven't solved yet. Hm, maybe that's why those suicide thingy can actually occur the teenagers. Because they hide their feelings. They just look calm, but deep inside their hearts, they're dying.

Tsunami dan Mega Tsunami?

2011-11-24T19:55:00.003+07:00

Kata 'tsunami' berasal dari bahasa Jepang, dan diterjemahkan sebagai 'gelombang pelabuhan'. Tsunami dulu disebut 'gelombang pasang', tetapi istilah tersebut penggunaannya oleh ilmuwan telah bergeser.

1. Tsunami terdiri dari serangkaian gelombang yang dikenal sebagai kereta gelombang, bukan gelombang tunggal. Untuk tsunami yang besar, gelombang ini tiba-tiba dan yang pertama tidak selalu yang terbesar.

2. Sebagian besar tsunami disebabkan oleh gempa bumi bawah laut. Gempa bumi berkekuatan 8,0 sebagai penyebab bencana Samoa, menurut US Geological Survey. Sebuah gempa bumi bisa menyebabkan tsunami jika memiliki kekuatan yang cukup dan berada di kedalaman air yang memadai.

3. Sekitar 80 persen dari seluruh tsunami terjadi di Samudera Pasifik.

4. Teori gempa bumi bawah laut yang berada dibalik tsunami pertama kali dikemukakan oleh sejarawan Yunani kuno Thucydides, pada tahun 426 SM, dalam bukunya “History of the Peloponnesian War.”

5. Letusan gunung berapi, tanah longsor besar, dampak meteorit dan ledakan nuklir bawah laut juga dapat menyebabkan tsunami, seperti juga siklon tropis atau kondisi cuaca lainnya. Sebuah tsunami yang disebabkan badai dikenal sebagai 'meteotsunami'seperti peristiwa hancurnya Burma pada 2008.

6. Terlepas dari ukuran gelombang besar ketika mereka menyentuh tanah, amplitudo (tinggi gelombang) dari tsunami sedikitnya tiga meter di laut terbuka, sedangkan panjang gelombang (jarak antara dua puncak) sepanjang 120 mil. Pada titik ini Tsunami akan mencapai kecepatan lebih dari 500 mph.

7. Ketika tsunami mencapai air dangkal, gelombang mengecil dan menjadikan panjang gelombang pendek, namun amplitudonya menjadi lebih tinggi. Gelombang kemudian melambat, walaupun demikian ia masih memiliki kecepatan sekitar 50 mph.

8. Menduga tsunami sudah dekat sangatlah mustahil. Dalam beberapa kasus, peringatan alam dapat terlihat pada saat air di sepanjang pantai tiba-tiba surut, dalam sebuah fenomena yang disebut drawback. Ini terjadi ketika sebuah palung tsunami mencapai tanah sebelum gelombang memuncak.

9. Seorang gadis Inggris berusia 10 tahun, Tilly Smith pernah menyelamatkan hampir seratus jiwa dengan pengetahuannya saat menjelang tsunami Samudera Hindia pada 2004.

10. Dia telah belajar tentang drawback dalam pelajaran geografi dan memperingatkan keluarganya kemudian berantai kepada orang lain. Ia berkesempatan pidato di PBB dan memiliki sebuah asteroid yang dinamai 20002 Tillysmith.

Yang sering kita dengar adalah Tsunami biasa. Namun, adapula Mega Tsunami. Tsunami yang gelombangnya 10x lipat lebih tinggi, terjang, serta keras, yang mampu menghancurkan segala bangunan di daerah manapun yang diserangnya. Tsunami telah beberapa kali terjadi. Seperti di Jepang, Portugal, Chili, dan di Indonesia terjadi diAceh (Paling parah), Pangandaran, dan Bengkulu beberapa waktu lalu.

Mega Tsunami pernah pula terjadi di dunia. Yaitu di Jepang pada tahun 1755 yang ombaknya setinggi 100 meter, di teluk Lituya, Alazka, yang tinggi ombaknya sekitar 524 meter. Tsunami di Lituya adalah tsunami tertinggi dalam sejarah manusia. Dan akibat letusan gunung St. Helens di Amerika, pada tahun 1980 yang menyebabkan Mega Tsunami setinggi 260 meter.

Begitulah sekilas berita tentang Tsunami yang pernah terjadi di dunia. Sekian dan terima kasih.

Daaah. :D

Selalu Begitu.

2011-11-23T21:50:00.002+07:00

Hai. Baca post gue yang sebelumnya itu kan? Ituloh yang tugas sekolah yang tentang batik? Hm. Kebetulan hari ini bokap, nyokap, sama ade gue, Kenni, lagi pada pake batik. Entah kenapa deh. Mana kmrnnya abis pada nonton bola di GBK. Keluarga cemara banget yaaah keluarga gue. Alhamdulillah, sesuatu banget.

Jadi ceritanya, dua hari yang lalu bokap ngajak adik-adik beserta Ibu gue cao ke GBK. Tapi gue tak tahu menahu tentang rencana mereka. Ya jadinya gue ikut rapat dulu deh sampe selesai. Nah, pas di pertengahan rapat, nyokap nelfon. As usual, doi ngomel krn gue jam stgh 6 kok belom pulang-pulang, tapi dia ga bilang dia mau nonton bola di GBK. Yaaa jadinya, gue ngaret-ngaret dahulu deh.

Abis rapat, bukannya pulang, gue malah ngerjain poin mat sama anak-anak senasib di sekos, beli makanan dululah, apalah itu. Ya maklum deh, anak muda. Eeeeh, inget anak muda jadi inget Pak Dani tadi ngomong, "Itu memang derita kau, Anak Muda!" Pake nada bijak-bijak gitu. Ya, guru kami memang 180 drajat beda sama guru-guru di sekolah lain. Guru kami yang satu ini suka pake jersey, dengerin All Time Low, nonton film-film hollywood dsb.

Skip. It's outta the box.

Kembali ke laaap? Top. Pas sampe rumah gue dimarahin total gara-gara adik-adik, bokap dan nyokap udah pada siap (re: Lengkap make jersey Indonesia yang merah, syal-syalnya, dan juga beberapa wig merah, terompet juga.) Sungguh aneh. Untung aku tidak ikut serta dalam rangka mencoret citra elegan keluara (?) Abis dimarahin, mereka keluar sambil baris sambil teriak-teriak, "INDONESIA!" terus ade-ade gue pada teriak, "Jeng jeng jeng jeng jeng jeng" Sok di stadion aja. Tapede. *purapuragakenal*

Lanjut ke Batik. Keluarga gue kan pada pake batik tuh. Terus muncullah pembicaraan ini:

(G: Gue ; P: Papa ; M: Mama ; K: Kenni)

G: Pa, kenapa deh pada pake batik?

P: Iya nih, lagi trendy soalnya.

M: Inimah kuno. Skrg yang lagi trend-mah rok-rok amanda gitu deh.

P: Kuno? Budaya kita dibilang kuno nih (Sok nasionalis bangetdeh).

M: Lah bukan gitu.. Maksudnya...

P: Hm. Au ah elap. *ngambek*

K: Itu kak, tadi aku abis dari sekolah ada festival batik gitu. Nah Papa Mama dateng deh nemenin aku.

G: .........Oh.

Lalu kemudian, hening.

Hm yasudah. Skrg ai mau tidur. Abis besok sekolah sih. Keyde.

Papay :D

Batik Indonesia.

2011-11-23T21:16:00.006+07:00

Kata “Batik” berasal dari gabungan dua kata bahasa Jawa: “amba”, yang bermakna “menulis” dan “titik” yang bermakna “titik”. Batik adalah salah satu cara pembuatan bahan pakaian. Selain itu batik bisa mengacu pada dua hal. Yang pertama adalah teknik pewarnaan kain dengan menggunakan malam untuk mencegah pewarnaan sebagian dari kain. Dalam literatur internasional, teknik ini dikenal sebagai wax-resist dyeing. Pengertian kedua adalah kain atau busana yang dibuat dengan teknik tersebut, termasuk penggunaan motif-motif tertentu yang memiliki kekhasan. Batik Indonesia, sebagai keseluruhan teknik, teknologi, serta pengembangan motif dan budaya yang terkait, oleh UNESCO telah ditetapkan sebagai Warisan Kemanusiaan untuk Budaya Lisan dan Nonbendawi (Masterpieces of the Oral and Intangible Heritage of Humanity) sejak 2 Oktober, 2009.

Batik merupakan kerajinan yang memiliki nilai seni tinggi dan telah menjadi bagian dari budaya Indonesia (khususnya Jawa) sejak lama. Perempuan-perempuan Jawa di masa lampau menjadikan keterampilan mereka dalam membatik sebagai mata pencaharian, sehingga di masa lalu pekerjaan membatik adalah pekerjaan eksklusif perempuan sampai ditemukannya “Batik Cap” yang memungkinkan masuknya laki-laki ke dalam bidang ini. Ada beberapa pengecualian bagi fenomena ini, yaitu batik pesisir yang memiliki garis maskulin seperti yang bisa dilihat pada corak “Mega Mendung”, dimana di beberapa daerah pesisir pekerjaan membatik adalah lazim bagi kaum lelaki.

Tradisi membatik pada mulanya merupakan tradisi yang turun temurun, sehingga kadang kala suatu motif dapat dikenali berasal dari batik keluarga tertentu. Beberapa motif batik dapat menunjukkan status seseorang. Bahkan sampai saat ini, beberapa motif batik tadisional hanya dipakai oleh keluarga keraton Yogyakarta dan Surakarta. Batik juga merupakan warisan nenek moyang Indonesia ( Jawa ) yang sampai saat ini masih ada. Batik juga pertama kali diperkenalkan kepada dunia oleh Presiden Soeharto, yang pada waktu itu memakai batik pada Konferensi PBB.

Macam-macam batik dari berbagai daerah di Indonesia:

Batik Solo (re: Seperti yang tertera di gambar paling atas).
Batik Aceh (re: Seperti yang tertera di gambar tengah).
Batik Bali (re: Seperti yang tertera di gambar paling bawah).

Demikianlah posting saya tentang Batik Indonesia. Semoga Indonesia Muda bisa menjaga kelestarian budaya ya! Amin. Hehe.

Daaa.

Aku-Kamu.

2011-11-20T11:18:00.003+07:00

Kmrn gue ga kemana-mana. Stuck di rumah brg adik-adik dan Bokap. Gara-gara nyokap sama kakak gue lagi ngga ada, yaa jadilah rumah gue dihuni oleh orang-orang yang ga realistis. Gue, bokap, Fiqi, dan Kenni.

(K: Kenni ; F: Fiqi ; B: Bokap ; G: Gue)

K: Aduh Kak Fiqi! Makanya lewat kanan! Aku udah blg juga tadi. (Lagi main PS)

F: YE! Ya jangan nyalahin gue dong.

B: Heeeh, sejak kapan kalian ngomong pake Gue-Lo? Gak boleh!

G: Haaaaha marahin aja, Pa. Marahin! *kompor*

B: Kamu juga tau.

G: Laaah aku?

B: Iya. Kamu ngomong sama temen pake Gue-Lo, kan? Biasain pake aku-kamu deh. Biar lebih sopan.

G: Lah... Aku udah SMA, Pa.

B: Papa juga dulu ngomong aku-kamu sama temen sampe SMA. Kuliah baru tuh pake Gue-Lo.

G&F&K: Haaahahahahahaha *krik*

Ga kebayang ngomong sama temen pake aku-kamu. Contoh: "Nadels! Bantuin aku cari buku gambarku yuk!" "Tir, laporan keuangan udah aku buat tuh. Udah sampe ke kamu belom e-mailnya?" "Sar, kenapa sih kamu ngatain aku terus!?" ............Speechless. Nope. Gue sih iya-iya aja kalo emang Bokap nyuruhnya gitu. Tapi, hanya di depan dia aja. Di tempat lain, as always, Gue-Lo wanna be. Yakali anak udah pada gede-gede disuruh bilang Aku-Kamu. Brb dying.

Keydeee.

Papay :D

Looong Story.

2011-11-19T19:05:00.006+07:00

Yapyap, lama banget ya gue ga posting di blog. Maklum, sibuk. Ew. Sok. Oke, banyaaaak banget kejadian yang udah terlewatkan beberapa waktu lalu. Mulai dari PRA-TO, TO, Studibanding ke Jogja, Sweet17 NudCes, berantem sama Nadels (HAHA), nangis-nangis tragis karena mood sedang tidak labil, dan... banyak lagi.

Tapi karena udah lama banget, yaudahlahya, cerita singkat aja. TO, gue jadi kakak PHB kelompok 17. Topeng namanya. Mereka adik-adik yang sangat berbakti kepada Tuhan, Guru, Kakak PHB, serta Orangtua mereka sendiri mungkin. Yap, adik-adik, kalian te o pe deh. Walopun bukan kelompok terbaik, tapi ngga apa-apa, yang jelas kalian ga dapet pita item. (Y)

Gila, waktu yang gue tunggu-tunggu udah selesai. Dan itu terasa cepet banget gitu. Dulu pas gue TO, gue ngeliat kakak-kakak OSIS dan ya, gue punya cita-cita, "Pokoknya, tahun depan gue harus ikut TO lagi. Tapi gue harus make jas abu-abu!" Begitu ceritanya. Dan pas setiap nyanyi lagu Indonesia Jaya, entah kenapa, kok gue ngerasa bangga sama diri gue sendiri (?) aneh.

Kmrn juga ada ulangtahun Nud yang ke-17. Seru acaranya. Laluuu, baru-baru ini gue berantem sama Nadels, sahabat gue, sampe tonjok-tonjokkan (Ooo, ga deng, canda). Sbnrnya kita salah paham gitu. Gue ga marah sama Nadels, tapi dia kira gue marah. Akhirnya pas pulang, krn ga ada guru, gue balik 10 menit lebih cepet dan langsung ke sekos. Pas keluar mau jajan, papasan sama Nadels di depan TU, dan dia minta maaf sambil nangis-nangis ke gue. AAA. Sangat tidak tega. Duh Ndels, me tak akan marah sama you. You're the best 'mate' I've ever known in my entire life, it's just impossible, hating you that much. Ndels. Gue sampe ikut nangis juga. Hm. Touching sekalih :').

Studibanding!!!! Seru sekaliiiii. Ke Jogja pake bis, 3 hari 2 malem dan sukses banget terhibur walopun ga tidur di Hotel. Yap, kami tidur di bis loh. Gue duduk sama Tiara. But still, I kept goofing around instead. Phew. Nonton film serem, nyanyi-nyanyi diiringin gitar, Falziz jadi backingvocalnya hahaha. Seru deh. Ke Taruna Nusantara, ketemu DITO! Dit, kangen. Haha. Terus ke Muh1, lalu terakhir ke Malioboro deh. Hop hop. Seru sekali. Oopsy doopsy holland bakery deh pokoknya.

They're Nadels and Tiara. My Best Mates. Just sayin' :-\ HE HE.

That's all. Maaf jadi panjang ceritanya. Hehe.

Papay :D

Keharmonisan Hidup.

2011-10-10T20:20:00.002+07:00

Hai. Hasil UTS saya ga memuaskan sama sekali loh. Maklumin yah, kan baru UTS pertama. InsyaAllah banget yah, semoga UAS, UTS kedua, sama UKK saya bagus. Aaaamin.

Entah kutukan atau apa, tapi, setiap UTS dsb gitu, nilai gue kalo ngga ngepas yaaa begitulah. Jangan-jangan... Haha. Ga kebayang (?) Minggu ini gue full remed. Yaudahlahya. Jalani saja. Feeling gue sih ya, ini semua krn gue mengandalkan SKS (re: Sistem Kebut Semalam). Hm. Wkwk. Yaudahdech begitu deh hasilnya.

Hari Jum'at kmrn, gue dan BPH NG cabs nyari sesuatu di Senen, tapi entah kenapa berujungnya di La Piazza. Dan gue, Alwan, Icha naik rumah hantu boook. Nina dan Falziz ga ikutan krn takut. Niatnya gue juga gamau, apadaya Icha membujuk, jadiiii, yaudahlahya. Jadi kaya ada dua pilihan gitu. "Stasiun" atau "Gerbong". GILAAA. Bingung aja milihnya. Mana pas baru masuk udah ada kuntilanak mukul gong gitu lagi. Mau mati deh rasanya. Gue masuk kesana berdelapan bareng (entah kenapa random banget) kakak-kakak dari UNJ. Hahaha. Udah mana tuh rumah hantu buka jam 4, dan pas banget gue jam 4 dateng ke La Piazza dan... JENG JENG! Hantu-hantu di dalam masih fresh banget krn gue dll adalah orang-orang terpilih untuk menjadi yang pertama masuk ke "Stasiun Hantu". SHIZ. Yang kocaknya, gue ngedorong seikat pocong gara-gara panik takut dikejar kuntilanak. HM. Ambigu sekali ya saudara-saudara. Ah pokoknya seru deh. Susah kalo dijelasin di sini. Kalian harus coba rumah hantu di La Piazza! Masih sampe 6 November kok! Entah kenapa, gue rasa itu rumah hantu terserem yang pernah gue masukin. Soalnya, hantunya bisa megang kita gitu. Terus ngejar. Terus medannya tuh penuh dengan teka-teki. Salah-salah yaa entahlah. Mau keluar aja harus ngelewatin 10 kuntilanak dulu di ruang terakhir. HUFF. Mana pas gue lagi nunduk ke punggung Icha, ada yang bisikin gue gitu, dan itu deket banget!!! "Panaaaas Panaaaasss" Gila. Merinding gue. Untung gue ga liat hantunya. Anak UNJ belakang gue teriak sambil meluk gue, "GILAAA LARI WOY LARI!!! GOSONG ITU GOSONG!!!!" Karena panik, gue lari secepat mungkin. Ga peduli deh ada pocong atau kunti. Asal gue selamat. Ga deng boong. Hehe. Dan kocaknya (lagi), ada anak UNJ yang ditiban sama hantunya. Terus ada juga yang jatoh nabrak kursi sampe kuntilanaknya ngakak-ngakak, dan ternyata pas sampe di luar, celananya sukses bolong pas di bagian intimnya. Oopsy doopsy.

Ah pokoknya seru deh. Heeeehe.

Oke deh segitu aja.

Papay :D

Someone Like You.

2011-10-06T19:56:00.004+07:00

I heard that you're settled down,
That you found a girl and you're married now,
I heard that your dreams came true,
Guess she gave you things I didn't give to you,
Old friend, why are you so shy?
Ain't like you to hold back or hide from the light,

I hate to turn up out of the blue uninvited,
But I couldn't stay away, I couldn't fight it,
I had hoped you'd see my face,
And that you'd be reminded that for me it isn't over,

Never mind, I'll find someone like you,
I wish nothing but the best for you, too,
Don't forget me, I beg,
I remember you said,
"Sometimes it lasts in love,
But sometimes it hurts instead,"
Sometimes it lasts in love,
But sometimes it hurts instead, yeah,

You know how the time flies,
Only yesterday was the time of our lives,
We were born and raised in a summer haze,
Bound by the surprise of our glory days,

I hate to turn up out of the blue uninvited,
But I couldn't stay away, I couldn't fight it,
I had hoped you'd see my face,
And that you'd be reminded that for me it isn't over,

Never mind, I'll find someone like you,
I wish nothing but the best for you, too,
Don't forget me, I beg,
I remember you said,
"Sometimes it lasts in love,
But sometimes it hurts instead,"

Nothing compares,
No worries or cares,
Regrets and mistakes, they're memories made,
Who would have known how bittersweet this would taste?

Nevermind, I'll find someone like you,
I wish nothing but the best for you,
Don't forget me, I beg,
I remember you said,
"Sometimes it lasts in love,
But sometimes it hurts instead,"

Nevermind, I'll find someone like you,
I wish nothing but the best for you, too,
Don't forget me, I beg,
I remember you said,
"Sometimes it lasts in love,
But sometimes it hurts instead,"
Sometimes it lasts in love,
But sometimes it hurts instead.

-Someone Like You by. Adele.

Tumblr.

2011-10-06T18:09:00.000+07:00

http://fakemasks.tumblr.com/

2011-10-05T22:08:00.003+07:00

Ha. I should've known this. I should've warned myself. I should've trusted my heart, not my brain. How stupid I am...

MUAHAHA :-)

2011-10-03T18:32:00.004+07:00

Seems like I care. But actually I don't. I don't even give a f*ck of what you've done or said to me. HELLLOOO. You're just like pain in the *ss. Yelling at me and blaming me for something that I didn't do like that, my dearest blah. PLEASE. You were tryin' to grab my paper then you wanted to kick me out of the class. Who do u think u are, huh? If you had something to prove, then, you could do that to me. But unfortunately, you didn't. So, back off. You're nothing but lunatic woman. Anyway, this is my blog. SO I CAN WRITE EVERYTHING I WANT TO. DO NOT EVER JUDGE MY LIFE AGAIN. I was really worried about ppl judging me, but now, HAHA eat that! Fck off. I don't F*CKING care. Bye.

Here We Go Again: UTS >:O

2011-10-02T23:10:00.004+07:00

HAHAHAHA. Ngepost mulu lu, Nes. Bodoooo. STRES AJA NIH. Besok UTS loh. Apa itu UTS? UTS adalah Ujian Tengah Semester yang bisa membuat para siswa/i mabuk kepayang. Besok itu jadwalnya fisika&bahasa jepang. YUHUUU! *sokseneng* *pdhlsedih* *brbbunuhdiri*

Hari Jum'at kmrn gue les fisika sore-sore gitu sekitar jam 4an. Sabtu kmrn, pagi les fisika, siang les fisika, dan malem... Ya, boleh ditebak kok. Benar sekali! Malemnya gue tetep les fisika. Dan di hari minggu yang seharusnya jadi hari ketenangan bagi segala kalangan, gue malah mulai les dari jam 11 pagi. Sorenya juga les. Sekitar jam 3an gitu sampe jam 6. Mau matikah gue? Iya.

Hm, ditambah lagi gue harus ngumpulin tugas-tugas yang belom gue tuntasin. Jeez. Bisa-bisanya gue lupa kalo ada tugas. Yaaaudahlahyaaaa. *gasantai*

Sejujur-jujurnya orang jujur, gue takut banget besok. Takut ngeblank. Takut jelek nilainya. Sbnrnya sih ya, semenjak ada peraturan baru tentang blah yang menyangkut blah, gue jadi takut dapet nilai jelek. Heeehe. Takut nyokap bokap marah juga sih sbnrnya. Heeehe. Apasi ah heeehe terus. Haha. OIYA! Besok pasti gue makaaan terus-terusan. Yaaa gimana ya, pesenan ikan roa gue yang dari Tasha itu udah dateng. Wooohooo.

Entah kenapa, kalo gue lagi seneng ngepost, pasti ngepost terus. Kalo lagi males... Bisa sebulan mgkn gue ga ngepost. *random*

Hm. Doakan ya biar UTS ini nilai-nilainya memuaskan!!! Aminnn.

Papay :D

Creepy Friday

2011-10-01T19:49:00.003+07:00

Hai. Halo. Halo halo hai. Hai hai halo. Hm. Maaf aneh. Saya lagi stres. Stres UTS, stres masalah ini masalah itu. HUFF. Jum'at kmrn entah knp kaya Jum'at terekstrim gitu. Kmrn tuh kaya hm, kaya bejubel masalah tuh tiba-tiba singgah gitu di kehidupan gue yang (menurut gue) lagi nyaman, aman, dan tentram. Mulai dari ulangan kimia gue ngeblank total terus pas fisika gue ngitungin kartu lari di sekos, dan ternyata running shoes gue talinya ilang. Ga bawa seragam Jum'at, akhirnya dianterin ke sekolah sama supir gue malah hilang entah dimana. Katanya sih ada yang ngambil gitu, cuman... mengerikan deh pokoknya. Semoga yang ngambil baju gue dapet hukuman yang setimpal. Aaamin. Oiya, terus tiba-tiba gue juga dapet laporan dari Nadels, Bu Endang bbm, "Kabur kemana...?" Please deh. Gue ga kabur kok (merasa tersinggung, padahal yang dibbmin Nadels bkn gue). Tapi, gue juga dibbmin deng. Gue ditanya knp ga ada dikls. Apadaya charger hp gue ketinggalan, jadi yaaa bbm itu tak terbalas hingga pagi ini. Sbnrnya gue sedang mencari keberadaan baju gue, tali sepatu, dan ngitungin kartu lari di Sekos. Jum'at tersuram.

Hari ini gue bbm Bu Endang mau nanyain sesuatu gitu. Eeeh ga dibls. Mungkin doi marah gara-gara kmrn gue menjadi tersangka 'Cabut Pas Jam Pelajaran'. Tega. *nangis darah garuk-garuk tanah*. Yaudahlahya. Mau diapain lagi. Maaf Bu, saya khilaf. Hehe. Terussss, hari ini juga capeknya total. Les tiga kali boook. Mau muntah rasanya dicekokin soal terus-terusan. Enekkk. Hm. Semangka aja kali deh ya.

Oiya! Denger-denger nih angkatan gue study tour nya mau ke BALI! WIHIIIII. Bali booook. Seru banget pastiiii. Ga sabar!!! :D:D:D

Hm yaudahlah segitu aja. Stres nih. Brb bljr dulu.

Papay :D

Busy, Eh?

2011-09-28T21:39:00.002+07:00

Helloooo! Unfortunately, I just got home from... Nooo, not lesson, not course or somethin'. Guess where!!! Okay, I do that just for the attractiveness thingy but, I think It doesn't work at all, does it? Well, I just got home from SCHOOL *for say it out loud*. Kayyy skipp. Today's kinda the MOST exhausting day in this week. I barely even eat (seems like a lie but it's TOTALLY true). I know I know, now I'm part of the most influential organization in my school (as my opinion, of course), and It'll be makin' me busy all year looong.

The day after 2morro I'm gonna have an exam. Yes, chemistry exam. Please gimme some applause! Kay, no one will do that tho. I probably don't wanna waste my second grade of Senior Highschool just for keep studying all the time and becoming an anti-social person or somethin'. Well, I seriously hope so. To be honest, I was kinda devastated when I knew my biology score is... I can't mention it here, but it's just not like what I already expected. Hm. It's not bad tho but It's just not worth it for everything I could've done the night before that exam. It's effin' disappointing, I think.

Well, I just wanna tell you guys about my daily routine. I don't know whether It will gonna be fun like it now or... well, just let see then.

Arigato Gozaimasu for reading my post.

Catch y'all later on my next post!

Papay :D

Prsnlty.

2011-09-25T13:48:00.003+07:00

Taken from: Andin's blog

Personality

I'm loud
I’m obnoxious........................
I’m sarcastic
I’m cocky
I cry easily
I have a bad temper
For the most part, I don’t like people
I’m easy to get along with
I have more enemies than friends
I’ve smoked
I’ve smoked weed
I drink coffee
I clean my room daily

My Appearance :

I wear makeup (*not everyday)
I wear a piece of jewelry at all times (*only earring)
I wear contacts
I wear glasses
I have/had braces
I change my hair color often
I straighten my hair often
I have piercings
I have small feet

Relationships :

I’m in a relationship now
I’m single
I’m crushing
I’m in love 3
I’m always scared of being hurt
An ex has physically abused me, at least once
I’ve told someone I loved them when I didn’t
I’ve told someone I didn’t love them when I did
I’ve been in love more than two times
I believe in love at first sight

Friendships :

I have a best friend
I have at least ten friends
I’ve gotten a phone call in the last 48 hours from a friend
I’ve been in a serious fight with a friend
I can trust at least five people with my life

Experiences :

I’ve been on a plane
I’ve been on a train
Someone close to me has died
I’ve taken a taxi
I’ve taken a city bus
I’ve taken a school bus
I’ve gone bungee jumping
I’ve made a speech
I’ve been in some sort of club (*school club?)
I’ve won an award
I’ve spent 24 hours on the computer straight
I’ve been in a physical fight

Music :

I listen to R&B
I listen to country
I listen to pop
I listen to techno
I listen to rock
I’m one of those people who play songs repeatedly until I hate it
I hate the radio
I buy CDs

Television :

I spend at least six hours a day watching TV
I watch soap operas daily (*before)
I’m in love with Days of Our Lives
I’ve seen and liked The OC
I’ve seen and liked One Tree Hill
I’ve seen and liked Americas Next Top Model
I’ve seen and liked Popular
I’ve seen and liked 24
I’ve seen and liked CSI
I’ve seen and liked Everwood

Family Life :

I get along with both of my parents
My biological parents are still together
I have at least one brother
I have at least one sister
I have at least one step brother/sister
I have at least one half brother/sister
I’ve been kicked out of my house
I’ve ran away from home
I’ve made my parents cry
I’ve lied to my parents
I’ve lied to my parents about where I am
I’ve lied to my parents about what I’m doing
I’ve walked out when I’ve been grounded
I don’t live with my parents
Parents are screwed up and gone

Hair :

I’ve been brown
I’ve had streaks
I’ve cut my hair in the past year
I’ve dyed my hair in the past year
I’ve been blonde
I’ve been red
I’ve been light brown
I’ve been medium brown
I’ve been blue/green
I’ve gotten my hair thinned
I use conditioner
I’ve used Silk Therapy
I’ve used hot oil treatments
I’ve curled my hair (*rarely)
I’ve straightened my hair
I’ve ironed my hair (*rarely)
I’ve braided my hair

School :

I’ve yelled at a teacher
I’ve been suspended
I’ve had an in-school suspension
I’ve been sent to the principals office
I’ve walked out of class
I’ve skipped an entire day of school
I’ve skipped a whole month of one certain class
I’ve failed a test
I’ve cheated on a test
I’ve helped someone else cheat on a test
I’ve failed Art
I’ve failed PE
I’ve failed Math
I’ve failed Science
I’ve failed another class
A teacher has called my parents

This post is full of honesty.

Day-Dom-Post

2011-09-23T19:24:00.004+07:00

Halo! Hari ini... sangat-amat melelahkan. Mulai dari tadi pagi lari brg OsisMpk, terus, ikut lari Jumat pula. Yaaaaya, capeknya pangkat jendral gue. HUFF. Apalagi, gue baru aja selesai les. Ituloh pljrn yang kita awali katanya dengan huruf 'M' ituloh. JJJEEZ. mati ajalah gue. *Ngibarinbenderakuning*

Abis itu pas pagi-pagi dateng, gue telat pula. Kunci rumah gue!!! Huff. Dia entah berada dimana. Sampe akhirnya gue dobrak garasi deh supaya bisa keluar rumah. Udah gitu pas sampe disambut sama lagu khas anak Labschool yg tiba-tiba udah pada beranjak lari, "Halo-halo, Anesku! Hari ini dia terlambat terus~" Blahblah, whateverr. Hahaha. Kocak ya. Baru dateng udah disambut lagu gitu. *mencobasabar*. Abis itu juga ada studibanding dari sekolah Man-Empat gitude. Seru sih. Menambah pengetahuan soalnya. Yaaaya. Hehe.

Oiya! Ada pertanyaan ter#unforgettable2011 loh. Ter#shockingsoda2011 juga.

(O: Orang ; G: Gue)

O: NES! Minggu depan kan tes Kn, plis banget dong gue ikut lo.

G: Hah? Ikut gue? Maksud situ apa? *tersinggung*

O: Iyaaa! Kan lo les kaaan sama Pak *beep*?

G: *Hening* *Shock* *Rolldepanrollbelakang*

O: Nes! Yayayaaa? Gue ikut yaa? Plissss.

G: .............BERITA DARI MANA GUE LES SAMA DIA ASTAGA ASTAGHFIRULLAH?!?!

Jujur, gue bingung dan heran. Adaaa ajasi berita di Labschool tuh ya Allah. Les? LES? YAKALI. Aneh-aneh aja sih ah. Gue hampir jantungan gelak dengernya. Udah jantungan bahkan.

Ah yaudahlahya.

Btw, terimakasih untuk 'kamu' yang telah membuat hari saya semakin indah. Semua kata 'Aku cinta kamu' dalam berbagai bahasa. :D:-) hehe jijik ah, Nes. Hm. Wokela.

Papay :D

When We Think About "The Good One"

2011-09-22T20:29:00.003+07:00

Hello, there!

Just remembering how kind you were today. Your smile, your words, and of course, your kindness, could actually makin' me forget about everything that bother me at that time. When I was in a bad situation today, you were tryin' to help me eventhough I knew you were doin' something important that time. I don't know why on earth God has made you came to my life. Perhaps, my prays actually do come true. Finally, I have someone to be trusted. Finally, I have someone that can truthfully believe in me. Yes, you are 'the person' I was lookin' for. and now, you're already here. Thank God. :')

Me No Like It.

2011-09-22T20:09:00.001+07:00

:'D

2011-09-16T21:51:00.003+07:00

Everything I know about love
I learned from you, from you
And everything I know about pain
I learned from you, you

You were my only, you were my first
You showed me lonely, and you took me in when I was hurt
But the most important thing you ever gave me
Was the one that hurt the most

So thank you for the broken heart, oh yeah
And thank you for the permanent scar, oh
‘Cause if it wasn’t for you, I might forget
How it feels to let go, and how it feels to get a brand new start
So thank you for the broken heart

I still remember when you called
And said that he didn’t mean anything
How could you expect me to look at you
The same way

You were my only but not my last
You showed me lonely, and you made me put you in the past
But the most important thing you ever gave me
Was the one that hurt the most

So thank you for the broken heart, oh yeah
And thank you for the permanent scar, oh
‘Cause if it wasn’t for you, I might forget
How it feels to let go, and how it feels to get a brand new start
So thank you for the broken heart

And every time I find myself alone in pieces
I find myself
I’ll just remember when you hurt me and I made it

So thank you for the broken heart
And thank you for the permanent scar
Cause if it wasn’t for you, I wouldn’t be here
With the love of my life, all my pain disappear
I’ve come so far
So thank you for the broken heart

I thank you, I thank you
For the broken heart
Oh yeah oh, for the broken heart

I’ll never have a broken heart again.

(Thank You For The Broken Heart - J Rice)

Yes.

2011-09-12T18:50:00.004+07:00

9/11 :-(

2011-09-11T19:28:00.006+07:00

Ten years ago, 2996 people died. The victims included 246 on the four planes (from which there were no survivors), 2,606 in New York City in the towers and on the ground, and 125 at the Pentagon.

In the North Tower 1,355 people at or above the point of impact were trapped and died of smoke inhalation, fell or jumped from the tower to escape the smoke and flames, or were killed in the building’s eventual collapse. A further 107 people below the point of impact did not survive. In the South Tower, one stairwell remained intact allowing 18 people to escape from above the point of impact. 630 people died in the South Tower which was fewer than half of the number killed in the North Tower. Casualties in the South Tower were significantly reduced by the decision of some occupants to start evacuating when the North Tower was struck. At least 200 people fell or jumped to their deaths from the burning towers, landing on the streets and rooftops of adjacent buildings hundreds of feet below.

They jumped to their deaths holding hands, displaying love for the very last time. They didn’t give in, they didn’t give up, they held hands and jumped. Love prevailed.

The fact that love is still shown in our hours of need, the fact that love is still felt when falling to the ground, the fact that love is still felt whilst burning to death, the fact that love will always be felt is proof that the terrorist can not win.

Love will prevail, love will always prevail.

Please, let’s take one minute of our day to remember those tragic losses. RIP

(via:tumblr)

I Hm, You.

2011-09-10T21:52:00.002+07:00

Lebaran!

2011-09-05T16:08:00.006+07:00

WIHIIII. Lebaran boook. Akhirnya lebaran juga yeee setelah puasa 30 hari. Lebaran gue kmrn seru sekali. Hari pertama ke rumah Nenek dari nyokap, makan banyaaaak bgt sampe kembung. Terus ngakak-ngakak bareng sodara-sodara, para om dan tante. Ah, bakal jarang bgt deh bisa ngobrol-ngobrol kaya kmrn gitu. Semuanya sibuk. Sibuk kuliah, sibuk sekolah, sibuk kerja. Tapi gapapa, setidaknya ada satu waktu yang bisa nyatuin kita semua (ciaelah).

Hari kedua ke Banten! Ke rumah Kakek dari bokap. As usual, Banten terkesan mengerikan. Yap, itu menurut gue dan sepupu-sepupu gue. Apalagi rumah kakek gue di pedalaman gitu. Makin makin deh seremnya. Mana pas nyampe udah sore gitu. Pas nyampe juga bulukuduk udah merinding gitu. Suasananya sepi-sepi gimanaa gitu. Terus kaya ada bunyi burung hantu-nya. Entah itu sugesti atau gimana, tapi yang jelas, Banten itu ngeri (menurut gue).Pas baru nyampe, gue dan yang lainnya turun dari mobil. Terus nurun-nurunin kue-kue, ketupat, sayurannya, sama beberapa bantal buat tidur siang di sana. Masuk ke dalem gang rumah kakek gue sebagai orang yang pertama itu bukan hal yang bagus. Pas masuk, langsung ada kuburan sampingnya. Mengerikan (lebe). Tapi serius, kampung kakek gue memang mengerikan. Akhirnya gue ngibrit ke belakang terus jalan ke dalemnya gandengan sama Nyokap (manja). Wkwk, bodo ah.

Blablablabla, gue makan. LAGI. dan NAMBAH. Shiznit, padahal hrsnya ga boleh!!! Tapi kata Bokap, "Gapapa, kan lagi lebaran, Nak." Ya, Papa saya benar. Lebaran gitu loh. Masa ga makan (?). Abis itu blablabla, akhirnya pulang. Tadinya disuruh nginep tuh sama kakek gue, tapi... NO WAY! Nanti kejadian 3 tahun lalu keulang lagi. Gak deh, mendingan gue tidur di atas gunung krakatau sekalian (Cih, sok berani bgt). Ya, gue tau itu panas, tapi yasudahlahya drpd liat yang "nggak-nggak".

Terus besok saya dan keluarga akan menuju ke..... BALI!!!! Liburan bisa kale sblm menghadapi buku-buku dan tulisan-tulisan Einstein di sekolah. Itung-itung refreshing. Hahahaha. Oiya, tadi gue masak chicken katsu pake mozzarella cheese gitu. Mayan. Enak. Hm, kalo lu apa sih Nes yang ngga enak. Batu dibalado juga dibilang enak kali. Cande.

Ah yaudahlahya, segitu aja.

Btw, MINAL AIDIN WAL FAIDZIN! Mohon maaf lahir dan bathin ya saudara-saudaraku sebangsa dan setanah air! :* :D

Papay :D

B's Project.

2011-09-05T01:02:00.001+07:00

Blair: ”I’ve been acting like I’m okay, but I’m not. They say it’s a broken heart but I hurt in my whole body. What if I stay like this forever? What if I never get over Chuck?”

it's just the same as

Me: "I’ve been acting like I’m okay, but I’m not. They say it’s a broken heart but I hurt in my whole body. What if I stay like this forever? What if I never get over HIM?"

Like a Lot.....

2011-08-31T04:46:00.000+07:00

Yeah, Probably, This Song Can Describe My Feeling Right Now.

2011-08-30T03:14:00.003+07:00

His best days will be some of my worst

He finally met a woman that's gonna put him first

While I'm wide awake he has no trouble sleeping

Cause when a heart breaks no it don't break even

What am I supposed to do?

When the best part of me was always you,

What am I supposed to say?

When I'm all choked up and you're okay

I'm falling to pieces, yeah

I'm falling to pieces

They say bad things happen for a reason

But no wise words gonna stop the bleeding

Cause he's moved on while I'm still grieving

And when a heart breaks no it don't break even

(BreakEven-The Script)

I Need My Daily Routine Back! ;-(

2011-08-29T05:11:00.006+07:00

You know what, it's 05.10 am in the morning. and still, I can't sleep. I can't even close my eyes. If I sleep now, I don't know whether I'm gonna wake up at 12 pm or maybe 2 pm in the afternoon. Yeah, it's pretty pathetic. By the way, this holiday drivin me nuts. All borrrring. Even dvds can't make me feel good at all. I extremely need my daily routine back. I WANT MY SCHOOLDAYS! Okay, it's kinda hypocrisy of me but I'm seriously serious. I miss wearing my uniform, learning some things from my teachers, gathering around with my friends, seeing some cute boys walking around the school (well... that's kinda not included). But yeah, I miss everything about school. I miss my luvlyyy (waytoomuch) organization. and I miss him like A LOT. (what the?). Haha, it's a bit cheesy, I know. But that I miss the most are my friends and my school's canteen foods. Yumm. I can't wait for the school days comin', I love being at school eventhough I hate studying and shut my a*s out in the class but, yeah, I miss school.

Kay then.

Papay :D

One of My Goal Has Been Accomplished.

2011-08-25T11:14:00.007+07:00

Halo semua orang yang menginjak bumi! Hm. (?) Okeee, sbnrnya skrg gue mau ngepost tentang OSIS Nattsavika Gatravada. My lovely NG <3 oke, stop.

Udah sebulan aja nih gue dan teman-teman NG bisa mengenakan jas abu-abu kebanggaan. Hm, entah kenapa menurut gue jas itu adalah jas kebanggan. Jas itu sebuah identitas bahwa kami, OSIS NG, siap menjalankan tugas-tugas kami. Hm, bahasamu, Nes, baku sekali. Yap, gue seneng banget akhirnya bisa pake jas abu-abu tersebut. Dari SMP gue pgn banget jadi OSIS, tapi... sbnrnya ini nyesek, nilai gue cuma kurang 0,01 doang!!! 0,01 BROH! Keseeel banget gue.

Terus dulu gue pernah ada masalah (kecil) yang dibesar-besarin sama seorang guru di SMP. Huft, terus masih terngiang-ngiang di otak gue dia pernah bilang, "Kamu nggak OSIS kan? Bagus deh waktu itu saya ga milih kamu. Ga pantes soalnya." Demi Allah, gue sakit hati sama kalimat barusan. Gila ya, masalah kecil doang tuh. Malah menurut gue itu bukan sebuah masalah yang bisa ngebuat dia nge-judge gue kalo gue ga pantes jadi OSIS. Hm, gapapa gapapa. Itu sebuah pelajaran aja yang bisa gue ambil sbnrnya. Lagipula, skrg gue udah bisa buktiin ke doi kalo gue pantes kok. Yaaa walopun... yasudahlahya.

Oiya, lanjut ke NG.

ini dia fotonya!

Nattsavika Gatravada

Oiya! Kalo yang ini BPH OSIS Nattsavika Gatravada. Dan saya termasuk di dalamnya sebagai Bendahara Umum :D

Aryasatya Prabhasvara

Hmmm itu dia kami, OSIS Nattsavika Gatravada (Suatu Badan Yang Perkasa Yang Berbudi Tinggi dan Berwibawa). Semoga kami bisa menjalankan semuanya dengan tenang, sabar, dan baik. Oke deh. Oiya lupa, One of my goal has been accomplished. Thank God. I love you :*

Papay :D

SuperRandom.

2011-08-21T16:41:00.003+07:00

Yap. Gue baru aja baca-bacain semua post gue yang lalu-lalu. Ternyata aku sangat-sangat labil. Emang labil sih sbnrnya. Cuman kaget aja gituu, kadang gue pgn A trs nulis di blog abis itu bsknya pgn B, lanjut nulis lagi di blog. Abis itu bingung deh sbnrnya pgn A atau B. Kind of complicated actually... Emang rumit hidup gue.

Kimia kmrn alhamdulillah banget saya dapet nilai sempurna ~('.'~). Jarang-jarang banget deh gue dapet nilai sempurna. Senang bukan main. Sbnrnya ini cuma quickpost aja sih. Abisnya, kesel liat post gue sblmnya. Mau diapus sayang, buat kenang-kenangan ke-alayan dan kelabilan gue.

Wokelah,

Papay :D

Checkout My Tumblr!

2011-08-19T21:15:00.001+07:00

CLICK HERE!

2011-08-17T20:47:00.005+07:00

Hm, let me think. This lyrics's just like.. hm, I mean, this lyrics makin me realized about something that.... okay, just see this lyrics.

Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side, so I don't get hurt
Because of you
I tried my hardest just to forget everything
Because of you
I don't know how to let anyone else in
Because of you
I'm ashamed of my life because it's empty
Because of you
I am afraid

How pathetic my life is... :\

Have You Seen Myself Lately?

2011-08-15T22:07:00.006+07:00

Random title, right? Yes, it is. If you've seen myself lately, you'd know how my face turned into a zits factory. Ew, honestly, it's effin' disgusting. Yuck. By the way, I'm trying not to touch any of em, but... my hand couldn't stand it so, I think you know so.

Kay, my days so far are great. And thank God, my chemistry test score is... successfully makin my heart go fonder with that subject. Since, I got my grey jacket, I realized that, I've to be on the top of everything. Not a bad side of course. I mean, I have to be on the 10 top ranking in my class, being top of the politeness thingy and everything that involved school's rules. Besides, I know it's hard keeping those grades up but, if I work harder, I know I can. My teachers always said, "No more reasons to break any school's rules. You're a role model. and you'll always be."

Right... I am right now, not I was then. Those words kinda freakin' me out actually. Lookin' at the bad sides of me, right. I know, when I was a 10th grader, I was just thinking about how to make my school life fun and not thinking about my scores. I was always breaking those school's rules. I was always late (to be honest, I was late. Twice. Last week). Okay, It's not really my fault, my car hit a bajaj, you know? And, I usually talked to my friends when my teacher teaching. Hm.

That was then, but... now, I'm trying to change everything in my life. Even my facial wash!!! Okay... that's actually not included. Hm. Half past eleven right now, still, I haven't felt sleepy yet. Hm, maybe I can do some of my homeworks then.

Thankyou for reading my unimporant words.

Catch y'all later on my next post.

Papay :D

August's Second Post.

2011-08-07T21:26:00.006+07:00

Yapyap, bulan ramadhan telah tiba. Waktunya gue menghapus semua dosa yang udah pernah gue perbuat selama beberapa tahun kmrn. Niatnya sih gitu, semoga berhasil deh tobat gue. Amin. Banyak hal yang menarik dan aneh di bulan ramadhan ini. Mulai dari Nyokap ngajak ke penjara, Bokap masak buat sahur, sampe kmrn pas sidang Raker, gue jatoh gara-gara si Mege. HM. Yang pertama mungkin patut dipertanyakan. Nyokap gue...... memang unik. (Ceritanya slogan gitu).

Nyokap ngajak gue ke Rutan Salemba (Rumah Tahanan yang letaknya deket GELA dari rumah gue. Ngesot 20 kali aja mungkin udah nyampe ke sana.) Loh, kalo 20 kali jauh dong ya? Yasudahlah. Nyokap gue (sbnrnya sih semua keluarga gue) bilang Rutan Salemba itu penjara. Biarlah. #tradisikeluarga. Pas buka puasa, tiba-tiba nyokap bilang,

(N: Nyokap ; G: Gue ; B: Bokap)

N: Wih, ada apalagi nih dgn dunia politik Indonesia? Duhduh, ga capek apa ya bolak-balik keluar masuk penjara.

B: Penjaranya bagus tau, Nel. Sampe ada tempat gym-nya. Jadi penasaran...

N: Iyaya penasaran. Pgn liat deh. YUK KE PENJARA YUK! (Hening. Diam beberapa saat.)

G: Mau ngapain, Ma? Mau liat penjaranya? Apa mau jadi tahanan?

N: Ih kamu! Ya jelaslah mau liat. Yuk, Gus, yuk. Nesha, yuk ajak Kak Vero nanti kita ke penjara.

G: *Speechless*

Please deh. Banyak kali tempat yang JAUH lebih menarik drpd ke penjara. Yang bener ajeee nyokap bokap gue pgn ke penjara gara-gara cuma pgn liat gym-nya. HUFF. Ini semua krn impian bokap mau punya gym di rumah apa daya tak ada ruang yang tersedia.

Dan yang kedua, Bokap gue masakin makanan buat sahur kmrn malem. Dan you've to know something, he cooked mac&cheese. which means, he couldn't eat the food that actually he cooked by his own hands, without help from my maids, and just for you know, my Dad hates Western Cuisine. Not hate, I mean, he just dislikes Western Cuisine. But, He really really loves Asian Cuisine. Dan ujung-ujungnya, dia ngga makan mac&cheese instan yang dia buat. Bokap malah makan mie rebus pake rawit, telor, sawi dan toge. Mungkin rasa cinta bokap gue ke makanan Indonesia melebihi rasa cintanya ke nyokap gue (Wah, gawat. Perang Dunia III bakal terjadi. Oke, itu lebay).

Dan yang ketiga adalaaaah, si Mega, dia gue minta tolongin bantuin diri karena gue zupahdupah mager dua hari kmrn dan ujungnya........... dia malah membuat gue jatoh tengkurep bagaikan dugong di lantai gebar. *brbngelusngelusdada* lah, ambigu. Wokeeeh, lanjot.

Woke, segitu saja dari saya.

See y'all later on my next post.

Thankyou for reading this by the way.

Papay :D

A Story.

2011-08-05T21:22:00.003+07:00

This is a story about a guy who loves a girl but... he's not brave enough to tell the girl about his feeling.

IT'S 7TH GRADE..

I stared at the girl next to me... She was my so called "best friend"... I stared at her... Long, silky hair... And I wished she was mine... But she didn't notice me like that... I knew it... After class she walked up to me and asked me for the notes she had missed the day before... And I handed them to her... She said "thanks"... And gave me a kiss on the cheek... I wanted to tell her... I want her to know that I don't want to be "just friends"... I love her but I'm too shy to tell her... And I don't know why...

IT'S JUNIOR YEAR..

My phone rang... On the other end it was her... She was in tears... Mumbling on and on about how her love had broken her heart... She asked me to come over because she didn't want to be alone... So I did... As I sat next to her on the sofa... I stared at her soft eyes... Wishing she was mine... After 2 hours... I Drew Barrymore movie... And 3 bags of chips... She decided to go to sleep... She looked at me.. Said "thanks" and gave me a kiss on the cheek... I wanted to tell her... I want her to know... That I don't want to be "just friends"... I love her but I'm too shy to tell her... And I don't know why...

IT'S SENIOR YEAR..

The day before prom... She walked to my locker... "My date is sick" she said... He's not going to go... Well... I didn't have a date and in 7th grade... We made a promise that if neiter of us had dates... We'd go together just as "best friends"... And so we did...

IT'S PROM NIGHT..

After everything was over with... I was standing at her front door step... I stared at her ... She smiled at me... I wanted her to be mine... But she doesn't think of me like that... And I know it... Then she said "I had the best time... Thanks!"... And she gave me a kiss on the cheek... I wanted to tell her... I wanted her to know that I don't want to be "just friends"... I love her but I'm just too shy... And I don't know why...

IT'S GRADUATION DAY..

A day passed... And then a week... And then a month... Before I could blink... It was graduation day... I watched her... Perfect body... Floated like an angel up on stage to get her diploma... I wanted her to be mine... But she doesn't think of me that way... And I know it... Before everyone went home... She came to me in her smock and hat... And cried as I hugged her... Then she lifted her head from my shoulders and said "you're my best friend"... "Thanks!"... And gave me a kiss on the cheek... I wanted to tell her.. I wanted to know that I wanted to be more than "just friends"... I love her but I'm too shy... And I don't know why...

IT'S A FEW YEARS LATER..

Now I sit in the pews of the church... A church that she is getting married in now... I watched her say "I do" an drive off to her new life... Married to another man... I wanted her to be mine... But she didn't see me like that... And I knew it... But before she drove away... She came to me and said "You came!... Thanks!"... And she kissed me on the cheek... I wanted to tell her... I wantd her to know that I didn't want to be "just friends"... I love her but I'm just too shy... And I don't know why...

YEARS PASSED..

I looked down at the coffin of a girl who used to be my "best friend"... At the service they read a diary entry she had wrote in her high school years... This is what it said... "I stare at him... Wishing he was mine... But he doesn't notice me like that... And I know it... I wanted to tell him... I wanted him to know... That I don't want to be "just friends"... I love him but I'm just too shy... And I don't know why... I wish he would tell me he loved me"... I wish I did too... I thought to myself and I cried...
rest in peace my Love.

Hello World!

2011-07-31T19:45:00.011+07:00

Wow, udah berapa lama ya gue ga nulis di blog ini? hm. wokkkela kalo begitu, gue bakal nulis semua-muanya. pertama-tama, gue mau bilang kalo akhirnya gue bisa mengenakan jas abu-abu impian. yap, alhamdulillah, gue baru aja dilantik jadi OSIS 24 Juli lalu. senang bukan main :'D. perjuangan dan rintangan kami lalui bareng-bareng. ya, kami ber-33. dengan nama Nattsavika Gatravada, semoga kami bisa melanjutkan kesuksesan yang udah diraih oleh kakak-kakak GF. aminnnn. ini dia foto-foto gue Lalinju. (Lari Lintas Juang).

Abis itu gue juga mau cerita tentang liburan kmrn. I was in London for 10 days and it was such an amazing vacation ever. we went to Hampton Court Palace, the Palace which King Henry VIII was lived into for several years. Terussss, ke Buckingham Palace, Old Trafford, Stamford Bridge, Anfield Road, Westminster Abbey, London Eye, CAMBRIDGE UNIVERSITY! Madam Tussaud, Wisma Indonesia (ofcourse, we stayed there.) andddd, we went to my school's sisterschool and I met some of the funniest people there. Piper, Jhanei and Zoph. I'll show you the pics of me in England.

OLD TRAFFORD! The official Manchester United Stadium.

Cambridge's Hottie and me <3

Huff, lupa namanya. tapi ini semacem getek gitu. ga getek juga sih sbnrnya, yang ngemudiin mahasiswa Cambridge University gitu. ganteng pula <3_<3

HAMPTON COURT PALACE, the place that Henry VIII ever lived. full of mysteries.

Stamford Bridge, Chelsea's Official Stadium. I was in their changing room. EPIC COOL!

BIGBEN!

Windsor Castle! (actually, I was waiting for Harry to pick me up.) yayayaa.

Maddam Tussaud, with R-Patz<3

Again, Stamford Bridge.

Anfield Road, the official Liverpool Stadium.

Windsor Castle!!!!

Yaudahlahya segitu aja, by the way, aku IPA!!!! dan sekelas lagi sama Nadels <333. abis itu juga sekelas sama Keandru, Dhyra Patul, Sekar, Rara, Dena, Winona and many mooore. how I love 11th Grade. oiya, walikelas gue skrg yaitu....... *jengjengjeng* IBU ENDANG! haha. baru-baru ini gue nge-add bbm Bu Endang. tapi pas gue cari display name-nya buat ijin, nama "Endang" malah ga ada. dan ternyata oh ternyata, namanya Bu Endang di display name itu adalah "NaMira". mungkin itu adalah nama anak Ibu Endang (sok tau). oke, sekian dan terimakasih.

Papay :D

Hell.

2011-06-02T10:39:00.004+07:00

I've never been this curious about what happen next, in my life. I just knew that my biology and english scores aren't that good as I expected. I really really want to be in the science class for say it out loud. damn, that was a total breakdown of my life. I was messed up.

In the other explanation of my another problem is, why always me that everyone blame on to, that I'm the mean one? don't you know what I feel inside? if I look strong and brave outside, do you know I'm crying when the rest of the world is asleep? do you know how much those words hurt me if you say, "What happened with you and her?" AGAIN AND AGAIN AND AGAIN. just me. no one else. only me. why those people didn't ask another person? why me?

High school life is sucks. I wanna go back to my junior high school. I miss my friends, my teachers, my class. everything that comes from the junior high school. why do people think that high school is the best part of their lives? do they realize that high school makes somebody change they said they'd never be?

I just want people trying to get to know me first, than, talking behind my back, judge every steps I make, without the exact reason.

hm, life.

thanks for reading this,

bye.

Ha!

2011-05-30T22:01:00.004+07:00

hayooo! seperti biasa, gue pasti nulis seperti biasa blablabla. hm, gajelas. oke, tadi gue UKK. mata pelajarannya yaitu: Biologi dan Bahasa Inggris. pesimis sih nih sebenernya, cuman yaa kita pasrahkan ajalah ya sama Yang Di Atas. hmm.

besok -> tes online fisika sama matematika. daaan, saya libur seminggu loh! (terus?). oke, berhubung libur seminggu dan senin depannya masih UKK, jadi seminggu penuh ini gue pake untuk les. yap, les. doain ya, biar bisa dapet IPA! aminn. hm, apalagi ya. oiya! mau nge-share orang-orang yang ikut audisi Indonesian Idol tapi yang fail-fail gitu hahaha, ini dia nih video-nya!

superduper ngakak pas liat video-video itu. hmm, mayan menghibur juga sih dikala hati yang sedang gundah-gulana ini (ciaelah, berat ye bahasanye). maklum bos, biologi udah mencampuradukkan semuanya di otak gue. hm, terus tadi gue ngobrol-ngobrol sama Bokap dan Nyokap. ngobrol tentang penjurusan, organisasi sekolah, dan kuliah.

Papa: Kamu IPA, ya.

Gue: Iya, Pa, insyaAllah.

Papa: Kamu nanti kuliah mau masuk jurusan apa?

Gue: Kedokteran, dong!

Papa: hahaha *tertawa meremehkan*

Gue: Oh jadi gitu nih ya, aku mau jadi dokter malah diketawain.

Papa: Nanti kalo kamu jadi dokter pasiennya ngomong, "Tolong, ada dokter gila! Tolooong!" *Bokap memperagakan dengan sepenuh hati. sampe monyong-monyong bibirnya*

Gue: Pa.........

Papa: Kamu mau masuk mana nih, Nes? seriusan nih Papa nanyanya.

Gue: Kedokteran, Pa. serius. tapi kalo ngga, aku pgn jadi arsitek. boleh kann?

Papa: Boleh-boleh. semua boleh, asalkan kamu IPA dulu skrg.

Gue: Nyeh.... *tepokjidat*

hm, bisa ditarik kesimpulan kalo Bokap pgn banget gue ada di kelas IPA. same as myownself, I also want to be in the science class. I really really want that soooo BAD! doakan aja yah ;-)

I know that my Dad really wants me to be a doctor deep inside his heart. he really wants one of his children can be like his Dad a.k.a my grandfather. although, my Granpa's not exactly a doctor, but he helps people who get ill. yeah, he can heal the illness. however, I don't really know if I can get into the Science Class or not. I don't want my Dad to be disappointed with me. hm. Dad, I promise you, someday I'll make you cry because of the proudness that happen to myself. I promise you that, Dad. :-)

Well, enough's enough.

time to catch some z's.

good night, people!

papay :D

HADUH.

2011-05-28T16:43:00.004+07:00

lagi-lagi begini. nih ya, astaghfirullahaladzim *tariknafasdalam-dalam*, bagi anda-anda yang gatau masalah saya dan teman-teman saya, harap jangan menyimpulkan sendiri akar dari permasalahan tersebut. apalagi dengan gosip yang beredar, dia di-alienisasikan atau bisa disebut, diasingkan karena masalah COWOK. capedeh. hari gini dialienisasiin gara-gara berebutan cowok? yakali. lagian siapa pula cowok yang diperebutkan? HUFF. mohon sekali lagi ya, yang gatau jangan sok tahu (tempe juga) HA, lucu deh lo, Nes. lanjut. Dan membuat kesimpulan sendiri, apalagi kesimpulan yang membuat pernyataan baru tapi pernyataan tersebut SANGAT JAUH BERBEDA DENGAN FAKTA YANG ADA.

terimakasih.

Struggles.

2011-05-25T18:00:00.004+07:00

Hai.

masa ya, gue bingung. bingung masalah nilai-nilai, IPA, temen, AAAA semuanya deh. semuanya bikin pusing. apalagi nilai. pokoknya nilai nomor satu deh bikin pusingnya. besok, ada empat remedial geografi. how I hate that subject... bukannya gara-gara pgn masuk IPA, terus pljrn IPS-nya gue jelek-jelekin, nggakk. tapi, gue emang susaaah banget ngafal. hm, otak udang sekali otak gue. apa jangan-jangan sebenernya gue itu udang? OH NO! (loh?)

apalagi ya.. hm. oiya! kmrn gue ngobrol-ngobrol sama sepupu gue dan tante gue. tentang..... boleh ditebak kok. hm, ga lain ga bukan, tentang penjurusan, saudara-saudaraku sebangsa dan setanah air! gaaa di mana-mana ngomonginnya soal penjurusan terus >:( pokoknya si Aldhy a.k.a sepupu gue bilang, "Kalo lo mau sesuatu, harusnya lo udah ngerencanain gimana caranya untuk ngedapetin apa yang lo mau itu, Nes. skrg blm terlambat kok, Nes. lo masih bisa ngejar nilai kok. yang penting skrg, usaha sama doa lo juga. gue yakin, lo pasti bisa dapet apa yang lo mau kok." ya ya ya. cuman masalahnya, dia gatau gue sedang mengalami tekanan batin skrg. hm.

oiiiiya. kmrn juga drama Kn loh. seruuu! haha, gue jadi Gayus Tambunan terus. terus si Nadels jadi Briptu Nodels (Norman dengg). awkward memang. yaudahlahya. terus tadi Mira cerita dia dikira mencontek pas ulangan susulan kimia, padahal nggak. kasian Mirajati... I'm with you, Mir! but now... (Nadels mode: on). hahaha. terus tadi, Pak Marsono marah di kelas. ekstrim sekali. mana gue duduk paling depan. awkward kan jadinya. apalagi ya yang tadi seru? hm. itu aja palingan.

okay,

nuff said,

thanks for reading this.

papay :D

Yesterday!

2011-05-22T18:19:00.000+07:00

halooooo!

hm, seperti biasa nih, gue mau curhat tentang apa aja yang terjadi kmrn. (haha, curhat). jadiii, kmrn jam stgh 4 pagi, Mbak gue sibuk grasak-grusuk di kamar. terus dia blg, "Kak Anes! Kak! Kakaaakk!" gue diem. ngantuk bok, maklumin deh. terus dia blg lagi, "Kak Anesss, itu Mbak-mbak dari salonnya udah dateng." gubrak. gue terguling dari kasur. sihallll. akhirnya gue mandi dll terus lanjut nyalon&makeup dirumah. hm, gue lupa ngasih tau, gue penerima tamu wisuda loh kemaren (terus?). yaudahlahya, kan ceritanya curhat. abis itu, nungguin Winona, karena dia makeup bareng gue.

abis selesai makeup dll, gue sama Winona langsung ke Klub Sport Kelapa Gading. ternyata udah ada banyak orang di sana. Yang cowok-cowok udah pada makan. si Mentari sama Tania juga udah di sana ternyata. gue sama Winona langsung naro tas, terus jaga meja tamu deh. berhubung di jadwal gue liat ada bagian 'doi' blahblah, gue langsung buru-buru masuk ke dalem ruangannya. wihiii, seneng banget liatnya. gagah banget doi <3 -> apa banget. oiya! lupa nyeritain bagian ini, masa sblm guru-guru masuk ke ruangannya gitu, Pak S31 aneh banget. dia pake toga gitu terus bawa pedal (semacem tongkat terus diatasnya ada gong (?) bisa bunyi. terus kalo bunyi keras gitu deh.) terus pas pedalnya dibunyiin, gue kaget. ck, kaget. kaget bukannya buat bungkus makanan? oh, itu karet. HA-HA, lawak lu, Nes.

abis selesai gitu-gitu, gue makan, ditraktir guru-guru. wihiiiii. makan di restoran Tekko gitu. iganya....... *pingsan* enak banget gelak. berhubung lagi sariawan, si Damara deh yang ngabisin iga sama ayam gorengnya. yaudahlahya. abis itu kita (para penerima tamu) pulang. tapi, sblm pulang, gue sama Tania, Winona, Mentari, dan Damara, ke Farmer's Market dulu. sbnrnya sih mereka cuma nemenin gue beli bubuk pancake. haaaa, penting sekali.

hm, kmrn seruuu banget. sampe akhirnya gue sadar, rencana gue dari setahun yang lalu, gagal. sihal. AAAA kesel gilaaa. niatnya mau foto sama.... cuman.... yaudahlahya.... kapan-kapan kali ya.... oiya, abis itu gue nyusul Tiara & Syadza ke Sency. berhubung mereka mau pulang cepet, gue akhirnya gue ke PS aja deh, nungguin Sara. pas Sara dateng, kita makan di Pepper Lunch. yap, sekalian nunggu Devina sih sebenernya.

yang jelas, kmrn itu seru banget. walopun ada nyeseknya juga gara-gara ga jadi foto :''''''''''''((

ya udah deh.

nuff said,

thankyou for reading this post,

papay :D

This Feeling is Undefeated.

2011-05-22T13:28:00.003+07:00

:S

2011-05-20T23:33:00.000+07:00

Ngga nyangka.

Speechless.

Hm.

Insane, School, and His Things.

2011-05-19T19:42:00.003+07:00

Halo. Post singkat aja nih.

masa tadi abis pulang sekolah Sara nemenin gue foto Visa. terus kita ke Starbucks deh. seru gela. Sara berhasil kami permalukan (re: gue dan era -> pacar Sara). pertama, ada adegan culik-culikan dulu. gue jadi penjahatnya. terus si Era jadi penyelamatnya ceritanya. terus ceritanya gue bakal ngelepasin Sara dengan satu syarat. ga lain ga bukan, pin bb seseorang. tapi si Era juga punya syarat, katanya harus ngirimin ke doi foto Sara terjun ke alam bebas. MUAHAHAHAH. jadilah gue suruh Sara foto bahagia di pinggir jalan. hmm, dengan imbalan traktiran Burger King juga sih sebenernya. tapi gapapa. that's okay. kebayar kok kebayar dengan pin.... (tertawa licik).

seru. sekali seumur hidup nih si Sara mempermalukan dirinya demi akoeh di depan pacarnyah. si Era. HAHA. oiya, tadi parah banget masa. Bu Ida marah tadi gara-gara gue, Nadels sama Adyz ga ngerjain LKS. duh, baru sekali dimarahin. ga marah sih. cuman gimanaa gitu. dan skrg, gue lagi ngerjain semuaaa tugas Geografi. maaf ya, Bu. khilaf saya, Bu. terus tadi, gue sedih. (curcol). gue mikir, berarti Sabtu ini, hari terakhir gue bisa ngeliat 'doi' dengan sepuas hati. ya, ga lain ga bukan, dia bakal....... hm. terus gue berdoa tadi, "Ya Allah, setidaknya hari ini ketemu. kangen puruh." haha dangdut banget deh you, Nes. tapi alhamdulillah bangettttt tadi ketemu!!! subhanallah. dia... sukses ngebuat gue speechless. gatau kenapa, doi lagi ganteng banget. bodo ah. ya sudah, sekian post singkat gue ini (padahal ga singkat). ya maap, jangan marah *nada Saras*. yaudahlahya~

nuff said,

papay :D

J

2011-05-15T21:29:00.004+07:00

So, if I'm jealous with someone, I have something to explain, "Jealousy is a sentiment which is born in love and which is produced by the fear that the loved person prefers someone else". sometimes, I did the wrong things if I got jealous with somebody. Usually, I cried. haha, there's time, that, I just can't stand my feeling anymore. so, I did cry, to make my feeling gets better. and it was. after I cried, everything seemed better than it used to be. haha, #anotherunimportantwords. sowwwrry, people. just sayin.

nuff said,

papay :D

Another Confession.

2011-05-09T21:35:00.005+07:00

You know what I've just learned today? all of the good things come from bad things. if we feel good, we act like we can rule the world. but if we feel no good, we act like we're about to die sometime. so, what is life exactly? i don't mean the definition of life, i mean, why do we have to live like this? ups and downs, bads and goods, and many things we've felt since we were born to this world? meanwhile, not every person thinks they're lucky at all, some of em thinks that they're unlucky. faaaar faaar away from "the lucky line". I'm one of those persons who thinks that, I'm not lucky enough. even though, I have some great friends, great family, but my scores, my dream of being a science student really distract me out. well, life gets harder everyday. many kinds of problems come every single minute of my life. *sigh* life's hard. really hard. I've to work hard till having that Science Student predicate. otherwise, my Granny will kill me. very very soon.

already 10 pm here. gotta go to sleep.

Papay :D

S' Birthday Surprise Photos <:D

2011-05-07T13:51:00.002+07:00

#RoyalPost

2011-05-01T15:47:00.011+07:00

OH MY GOD, remember last friday? Prince William and Kate Middleton, were married in Westminster Abbey. they both looked SO beautiful. they're like the happiest couple on earth. and Kate Middleton is the luckiest girl also.

But i didn't really see Prince William anyway, I saw Prince Harry. Prince Harry looked soooo cute and handsome with his messy hair and in his uniform. he's just like a bad boy. he's effinly cute. Gosh, I'm obsessed with him. do you know rumor about Prince Harry's dating a women named Chelsy Davy? yuck. I don't like that rumor AT ALL. she doesn't deserve Harry AT ALL. she looked like a mess. and Harry deserves more. In my opinion, of course.

These all the photos from the wedding.

I got the invitation!!! (LOL)

Watchout people, the next four years, my royal wedding with Harry will be held.

The childhood moment of Harry and William.

What a Prince Charming <3
The Royal Family Photo Session after the wedding.
Prince Harry helped Kate to fix the wedding gown. God <3
Sweetness comin from Will's mouth.

A fairytale wedding does do come true.

My favorite moment ever. and of course, the sweetest moment.

I, William Arthur Philip Louis, take thee, Catherine Elizabeth, to my wedded wife, to have and to hold from this day forward, for better, for worse: for richer, for poorer; in sickness and in health; to love and to cherish, till death us do part, according to God’s holy law; and thereto I give thee my troth.

I, Catherine Elizabeth, take thee, William Arthur Philip Louis, to my wedded husband, to have and to hold from this day forward, for better, for worse: for richer, for poorer; in sickness and in health; to love and to cherish, till death us do part, according to God’s holy law; and thereto I give thee my troth.

And of course. I love this moment of Harry so much. Harry's so damn funny, people! <3<3<3<3<3

The rest of the guys: “The Queen's coming! DON’T. MOVE.”

Harry: “Hey Gran!”

OH MY GOD, HAHAHA!!!! by the way, congratulation Prince William and Kate Middleton! now, they can be called, Duke and Duchess of Cambridge. and again, Prince Harry's still single to be mingle people! HAHA.

Okay then,

Nuff said,

Papay :D

#RoyalWeddingTumblrPosts.

2011-04-29T23:55:00.002+07:00

JUST OPEN MY TUMBLR!

click here.

THANKIES :D

My Another Daily Routine

2011-04-28T20:06:00.006+07:00

Hello readers! welcome again, to my silly blog. well, right now, im gonna tell you guys about what things that i do recently.

first, I wanna share to you about today. today's pretty fun. much laughs, much smiles, much loves (?) what does it mean? you don't have to know anyway. JK.

these are 3 things that i love to do recently.

Watching Pretty Little Liars. this TV Show ain't like the other TV Show. it's like, Gossip Girl and True Blood mixed together. it's really really a cool and recommended TV Show. but of course, in my opinion.
Having lots of Macaroons. today, when i actually got home, my dad gave me those three boxes. long ones. i was thinking about fireworks, but it was 3 boxes of macaroons, luckily. haha.
Reading all of the books about May '98 and some Godfather books. I love mystery. I really do. and I also love watching or even then, reading a book that can probably make me feel suspicious about the ending of the book or the movie.

well, enough said. got tons of things to do tonight. including, those three things that i love to do recently.

Okay then,

Papay:D

How's Today? Well...

2011-04-26T15:34:00.002+07:00

Alooooha saudara-saudaraku sebangsa dan setanah air! ckk, kebiasaan deh. masa ya, hari ini gue masuk. HUFF. pgnnya libur. tidur di kasur, main laptop, nonton dvd, ataugak jalan-jalan dehh. tapi, hari ini keadaan mood gue yang menyangkut sekolah ga terlalu bad bad banget lah. masih bagusan. bolelaaa haha.

Tadi pagi, gue lupa total ngeprint tugas Kn yang susah banget dicari itu. ck, puyeng. berhubung printer gue rusak, jadi yaa gue dengan hati yang terpotong setengah (?) akhirnya menyuruh supir gue, Mang Yaya, ke waru buat ngeprint tugas Kn. beruntung sekali gue, sblm ditanya sama doi ttg tugasnya, Mang Yaya udah selesai ngeprint dan udaah ditaro di meja satpam. phew *nepok jidat*.

Dannn, karena istirahat dimundurin, jadi jam 10.15, shiznit, ini semua gara-gara SMP lagi UN. ya, gapapa sih. goodluck ya adik-adik sekalian! semoga lulus semuanya dgn nilai yang memuaskan. amin. lah, kenapa jadi doa gini... *awkward moment* masa tadi ada kejadian seru, karena Mirajati lagi puasa, dia jadi galak banget. jadiiii, tadi anak-anak pada ga gangguin si Mira sampe detik-detik kepulangan doi. termasuk gue. tadi gue udah males duluan liat doi mengeluh ingin pulang. Miiir Mirr, dung tak dung dung deh (?)

Besok konser Maroon5!!!!!! Maroon5 kawan-kawan sekalian!!!! AAAAA ADAM!!! AAAAAAA! seandainya masih ada tiket yang terjual dengan harga yang terjangkau (terjangkau bukannya rumah makan terjangkau? nggak deeeeng, itu rumah makan minangkabau.) ya, suka-suka lu deh, Nes. AAAAA sumpah pgn banget nonton Maroon5! AAAA!!!! AAAAAA!!!! cot ah Nes, teriak-teriak aje. sin sama cos juga. sekali lagi, suke-suke lu deh, Nes. maklum ya, lagi stres. AAAAA Adam..... Lambert.... ga deng. Adam.... Levine..... aaaaa :D

Tadi gue baru beli DVD! Sharpay's Fabulous Adventure. ituloh si Sharpay HSM. my fave character on HSM <3. terus gue juga nitip ke Eja, tukang dvd depan sekolah, dvd Pretty Little Liars. duhh, pgn nonton TV Show tersebut secepatnyaaaa! entah kenapa, skrg gue jadi males nonton Gossip Girl. well, it's not because i don't like it anymore, it's just because Blair is no longer with Chuck. hate it A LOT! truly unacceptable. ah yaudah deh, segitu aja. haha maaf ye jadi curhat. maklumin aja ;-)

Kay thenn,

Nuff said,

Papay :D

Last Short-term Unusual Holiday Season.

2011-04-24T10:50:00.004+07:00

Bonjour, people!

hahaha baru nyadar, hari ini hari terakhir libur. shiznit, cepat sekali ya liburnya. pgnnya kan ya 3 minggu kek gitu liburnya. ckk, ya kali, Nes.

tomorrow is Monday, and guess what, I have a physics exam tomorrow. It totally distracted my holiday out. I mean, I have three lessons today. for the one and only physics exam tomorrow. well....

Senin kmrn ini gue dan Adyz, Nadels, Sara, Saras, Tinje, berenang di Apartemen Adyz. seru puruh! ngobrol, gosip, ngakak bareng, hmm, what would I ask for more? it's more than enough i think. awalnya kita berenang, lalu makan di Sushi Groove, dan terakhir, kita ke Magnum Cafe!!! woohoo. gue nyoba wafflenya gitu berdua si Tinje. terus gue juga mencoba minumannya, My Fair Lady, jadi cokelat belgia gitu, di blender, terus pake ice cream magnumnya, di tambah taburan chocolate chip gitu. shiznittt, pgn lagi! :9

Here it is, My Fair Lady!

oiya, Jum'at kmrn gue ke Banten. Kakek gue, Bapak Aki, sakit :___( pas gue dateng, Bokap, beserta Tante-tante dan Om-om gue lagi nangis gitu. ternyata, Bapak Aki masuk ICU. akhirnya gue masuk, bareng Nenek gue dari Nyokap, terus gue bilang, "Pak Aki, ini Anes. Pak Aki cepet sembuh ya! nanti kita jalan-jalan bareng lagi." terus gue nangis. hm, get well really really soon, GrandPa! :_)

okay then,

nuff said,

Papay :D

Life is Unfair.

2011-04-19T19:06:00.002+07:00

Yes. Life is unfair. please. everybody gets what they want, and I don't. everybody gets what they need, then, I don't. SO SHOULD I CALL THIS LIFE A FAIR ONE? no need to anyway. Life's life. Life's got what it destinies. BUT PLEASE, when will I get my life fair?SOON? LATER? is this my destiny? shiznit.

My Random Thoughts.

2011-04-18T01:23:00.004+07:00

Halo. masa skrg hari senin. tanggal 18 April. cepet ya, perasaan kemaren rasanya kaya baru taun baruan hahaha lebay. besok kakak-kakak kelas 12 UN, goodluck kakak-kakak sekalian! hehe doa adik-adik kelasmu menyertaimu :D

tadi, gue bangun siang. (ya, menurut gue jam 10 itu siang). suke-suke dah. sekitar jam 10an. duhh kebo sekali kau, Nessa. niatnya mau bangun jam 7an biar bisa nonton doraemon, apa daya mata tak terbuka, gue kebablasan tidurnya sampe jam 10. berhubung dvd gue dirusakin si ka pero, gue jadi nganggur. mau nonton pake laptop... hm patah puteran dvdnya. yaudahlahya~

mata saya sembab sekali sekarang, saudara-saudaraku sebangsa dan setanah air! gajelas. antara ngantuk, pilek, nyesek, dan abis nangis sbnrnya. stres juga ya kadang mikirin penjurusan. belom apa-apa udah dibuat down duluan :\ kadang rasanya pgn bgt gitu sekolah di luar negri. di USA kek, Aussie kek, bahkan, New Zealand. biar ga usah ada penjurusan. biar ga dimarain bokap, nyokap, dan nenek gue. pgn banget sekolah di luar negri. tapi belom kesampean :_( mungkin nanti pas kuliah kali ya. huff. tapi gue juga pgn bgt teknik industri ITB. tapi pgn juga ngambil Law School di UCLA kalo ngga di NYU. pasti keren bgt deh. Oiya! Being a hard doctor as well from UCLA can be great too :D

ah udah ah. terlalu tinggi ngayalnya. udah kuliah ajee. penjurusan aja belom dapet. jangankan penjurusan, nilai bagus aja belom dapet. DUH. usaha sih usaha. udah usaha, tapi ga bisa-bisa dapet nilai bagus. useless juga kadang-kadang. haha. *miris*. akhir-akhir ini gue suka memotivasi diri sendiri. contoh, "Nes, pasti bisa, Nes! ayo terus usaha! kan anak Ipa! kan mau kuliah di ITB! kan mau jadi dokter! kan mau kuliah di UCLA atau nggak NYU! ayo, Nes! buktiin, lo pasti bisa!" hmmmmm. kasian ya. but, that's the only thing I can do if I'm down. otherwise, I'm gonna be in my blanket, crying out loud, thinking negatively. and it doesn't supposed to be happen anyway.

oke. besok rencananya mau pergi sama Nadels, Sara, Tiara, Saras, dannn Adyz! mau berenang di apart Adyz sekalian ke magnum cafe deh abis itu. semoga bisa terhibur deh ketemu teman-teman gila gue itu. well.... hopefully.

okay then.

nuff said,

papay :D

Alohaholiday!

2011-04-15T15:51:00.009+07:00

alooooha people!

I'm in Bandung right now. well, we shouldn't waste our very special and of course unusual short-term holiday season, do we? it feels so great here. shopping, eating, laughing with bunch of my cousins, and also relaxing myself a bit. haha. by the way, I've lost my sim card yesterday, its not cool at all, yet more pressure for me :'''( no cellphone, no laptop, just this old computer at my cousin's house. now, I'm gonna spending my time, it shouldn't be waste, for say it out loud, and enjoying the rest of today in here.

enjoy your 10 days holiday, people!

and for my seniors, goodluck for your National Exams! \:D/

nuff said,

papay :D

Today's the Worst.

2011-04-14T17:33:00.002+07:00

halooooo!

hari ini, ya, mungkin udah bisa diliat dari judul postingan gue kali ya, hari ini hari terburuk gue yang pernah ada di tahun 2011. mulai dari pagi, nganterin bokap ke bandara, mana diomelin pula gara-gara lupa bawain tiket doi dan harus balik lagi ke rumah ngambil tiketnya. akhirnya telat deh sampe sekolah, yup, jam 8 gue baru sampe sekolah. enak sih, jadi ga ikut pljrn Mat. cuman ya... nyesel juga. jadi ga dapet poin tambahan. teruuus, dimarahin Bu Susan. lagi. gara-gara mondar-mandir ke dalem. Ya Allah, kesel bukan main deh. orang mau ngumpulin tugas juga. HUFF.

terus tadi juga agak diomelin sama Miss Nunik, katanya, "Kamu tuuuh kan mau dibantu sama sekolah biar nilainya bagus blablabla" maaf, Miss. tapi untungnya Miss Nunik baiiiik bgt tadi. nasehatin gue juga, jadiii yaaa mood gue jadi mendinganlah. untung walikelas gue Miss Nunik, yakali kalo walikelas gue siapakek gitu ya, my life would be like... totally over kali. sok bilingual lu Nes.

wishlist gue baru aja gue perbaruin. nih:

Being a science student! (yap, itu sbnrnya harapan dari dulu sih)
Jadi rajin!!! rajin ngerjain tugas maupun rajin belajar. dan pastinya, rajin beribadah juga haha
iPad! huff. pgn banget iPad :''''<
*piiiipp* disensor bos! haha
hmmm bisa ngebuktiin ke orang-orang kalo gue bisa. kalo gue punya bakat di Ipa! kalo gue bisa diem di kelas. bisa tepat waktu ngumpulin tugas. bisa dapet nilai bagus. dan bisa jadi seseorang yang berguna juga pastinya.
Bisa masuk Teknik Industri ITB! hahaha

WOOHOO. TEKNIK INDUSTRI <3

ga banyak-banyak kok harapan gue. cuma lima. lima hal terpenting yang sangat-sangat super-duper mega-giga gue pengenin sekarang. watchout people, I'm not the person that I used to be. I'm all new. keep my promise, because, it will be worth it.

okay,

nuff said,

papay :D

P.S. Thankies for reading my another unimportant post :-)

Open My Tumblr!

2011-04-09T21:25:00.001+07:00

TUMBLR!

Moi.

2011-04-09T21:20:00.001+07:00

Sometimes, it’s hard for me to accept all of the bad things that happen to me. Sometimes, I can’t stand each of those problems I have now, and more mooore problems that coming to my life so early. I’m totally messed up. I love my life. but sometimes, I just don’t wanna live it. some things change so fast, and I don’t know how to stop that. I’m always being compared with… well. you don’t have to know. then, I realized, I’m not good enough. Life’s hard. but, that’s life, right? nobody can stop life. well, life must go on. and, so do I.

Results.

2011-04-09T21:19:00.000+07:00

Hello readers.

Hari ini bagi rapot loooh! Yuuuhuu à sok seneng. Padahal..... ya, rapot gue sangat-sangat super-duper mengecewakan. Apa-apaan tuh stabilo-an semua. Mana Ipa min-nya banyak banget pula. Macam suhu di kutub utara. Kesel. Tapi, Ibu sama sekali nggak marah. Doi malah nasehatin yang baik-baik. Duhhh I love you sooo mucho, Bu! :*

Ditambah lagi sama nilai sikap gue di rapot yang ga lain dan ga bukan, A-nya cuma tiga mata pelajaran. Uluy, padahal kan gue murid yang rajin beribadah, menabung, serta taat membayar hutang (?). ah yaudahlahya, mau diapain lagi. Oiya!!! Udah mana nilai Kn gue di rapot 93 yang harusnya 97.5! yaAllahi, cobaan apalagi ini. Udah gitu, Pak Lukitty nyuruh gue buat soal lagi. Ya, kawan-kawan, boleh disebut dengan suara lantang, LAGI! Daaan yang paling nyesek, nilai olah raga gue 70. HUFF. Perasaan gue bisa salto pake idung, split sampe kaki nyentuh kepala, sama roll depan sampe Trrc (khayalan belaka). Ya, mungkin gue emang ga jago olah raga. Sabar ya, Nes. Huhu.

Lalu, apa kabar dengan hasil psikotes?

Jurusan yang disarankan: IPA

Tanpa syarat, tanpa catatan, tanpa jurusan lain. Alhamdulillah. Makasih Ya Allah. I love you! Hehe. Mungkin emang psikotes ngga berpengaruh, tapi please deh, gue bukannya ga mau atau gimana masuk Ips, cuman, gue emang nggak jago dijurusan tersebut. Terlebih lagi, gue lemah di hafalan. Tingkat menghafal gue tuh macam anak TK ngemut permen. Sekali ngemut, lupa itu permen rasanya apa. Ngeselin. Huff.

Udah ah. Maaf ya, curhat tentang sekolah mulu. Abisnya stres.

Oke deh.

Nuff said,

Papay :D

Sighing

2011-04-05T18:50:00.004+07:00

HARI INI -> HELL. mulai dari tugas remedial Kn yang membuat otak gue ngeblank 100%, remedial Mat Pak Lukito yang harus DIULANG gara-gara ada soal kelas 3-nya, dan nilai sikap Bahasa Indonesia gue di Pak Rasman: C. semua itu sukses membuat gue mabuk kepayang dari tadi pagi. kesel bukan main gue. apalagi sama tugas Mat yang udah jelas-jelas udah gue kerjain susah payah. capek ngga sih lo? tentunya gue capek. tapi alhamdulillah banget nget nget (ceritanya ber-gema) Pak Rasman berbaik hati untuk mengubah nilai gue karena gue udah ngumpulin tugas-tugas, dan udah pidato tapi belom dimasukin nilainya dan akhirnya juga udah dimasukin, sama berbaik hati mengganti nilai sikap gue menjadi B. terima kasih tiada tara, Pak Rasman. tiada tori-tori juga. ceggg, apaan sih Nes (-_-).

oiya! gue lupa menceritakan kalo gue ternyata remedial olah raga juga. halooo halooo bandung deh Ibu dan Bapak Guru...... huff. padahal seinget gue gue sama sekali ga remed. mengesalkan sajo. abis itu gue diomelin pula sama Bu Susan, "Anes sama Nadels ini kerjaannya mondar-mandir aja. emang ga ada pelajaran apa?". Bu, please, deh. saya juga males mondar-mandir. tapi apa boleh buat Bu, tugas saya sebagai bendahara kan nge-fotokopiin LKs dan segala macamnya, Bu, jadinya saya mondar-mandir ke dalem buat motokopi, kalo ngga yaa ngumpulin tugaslaaah. HUFF. cepede.

udah ah. ujung-ujungnya jadi curhat kan nih. (lah bukannya emang curhat, Nes?) ah yaudahlahya. pasrah aja. kan calon anak Ipa ini. wkwk amin O:-)

nuff said,

papay :D

My Days so Far.

2011-04-02T19:14:00.002+07:00

aloha! apa kabar saudara-saudaraku sebangsa dan setanah air? hahaha sok nasionalisme sekali kau Anesha. oke, sebenernya gue pengen ngeshare tentang.. ya, apa lagi kalo bukan nilai UTS. nilai UTS gue kali ini bener-bener sangat-sangat super-duper mega-giga mengecewakan. but please, to be honest, i've always studied hard for everything i mean each of exams of this midterm test *sigh*

kecewa? pastinya. nyesel? nyesel sih, tapi buat apa? toh nggak akan ngubah nilai gue juga kan. kadang emang kaya nyesek, cuman God knows the best. mungkin ini emang takdir gue kali ya. ya udahlah ya. haha. oiya, gue agak dendam kesumat gimanaa gitu sama Pak Lukiti ups, Pak Lukito deng. ngga dendam sih, cuman kesel aja. setiap gue protes, "Pak, itu soal uts-nya ga ada yang lebih susah, Pak? kegampangan tuh. saya ngerjain sambil roll depan roll belakang." dan dia cuma jawab, "Lah, itu soal kan dari kalian-kalian sendiri. capek deh..." capek??? Bapak capek, Pak!?! saya lebih capek tau huh. ini semua gara-gara para remeders (cih, gaya. by the way, including moi wakaka) disuruh buat soal, jadi soalnya doi pake buat dijadiin soal uts ataupun tes harian. dangg!

minggu depan gue libur selang-seling lagi loh. senang sekali daku :>

oh iya, gue masuk hari Selasa doang! Senin sama Rabu libur. heran banget deh sama Labschool, kenapa harus libur selang-seling? pdhl sekolah lain kan libur langsung terus lanjut sampe anak kelas 12-nya selesai try out atau tes. terima nasib aja deh nih.

prioritas gue sekarang itu... MASUK IPA!!!!! hell, susah banget tapi. nilai gue juga nggak mencukupi. bahkan, walopun gue udah belajar sekeras apapun, tetep aja. biarin deh. oiya, tadi gue Softball, daaan diomelin sama kakak2 gara-gara anak kelas 10 jarang latian. maaf kaaak! janji deh bakal sering latian hehe. dan yang paling penting, gue sekarang udah mulai ngubah sifat gue yang lama. yupp, terlalu pedulian sama apa yang dipikirin orang lain. tapiiii sekarang, gue udah mulai ngga peduli. mau tuh orang ngemeng apa kek, kalo gue seneng, yaaaa, gue ga akan peduli. capek gue peduli sama orang yang sok ngejudge orang dari apa yang mereka liat, tanpa mencoba untuk tau siapa orang itu dan apa sifat orang itu sebenernya.

well, i've just done sharing my stories.

nuff said,

papay :D

2011-03-26T22:19:00.002+07:00

i'm always in love with platform pump heels. especially Louboutin and YSL. i really waaaant em actually. well, have to keep some money to buy them

Raaaaandom.

2011-03-24T22:20:00.004+07:00

Hello again, readers.
well, first, I can't sleep. I can't even close my eyes. dang! unfortunately, tomorrow i've to go to school, and i've an exam, yup, english exam. it makes me wanna pull my hair out actually. i got lots of things in my head right now. damn my chemistry score. my math too

i'm about to tell some things that just happened today. after the first break, Andra and I went to some schools to give em an invitation. it's for Labs Blast, actually. but, we didn't get the permission easily. it was haaard, hell. first, we have to meet our homeroom teachers to sign our permission ticket. theeen, we had to come back to Mr. Parno's office and begging him to sign that permission ticket. oh please, we just wanted to send those invitations, Mr. Parno *sighing* after sending those invitations, we got back to school. and Me and My friends pranked one of the shopkeepers in my school's canteen. it was predictably a real funny moment hahahaha.

eventhough its already 10 pm, i haven't felt sleepy at all. not for once. well, not in the class, that's a different condition. perhaps, i can't sleep peacefully in the class. i got tons of prank-out friends in there. sighing, again. always, sighing. haha. hmm, what would i like to tell you guys about... hell, just forgot it (>_<). Oh yea!!! One of my favorite teachers is going to married this saturday. it's Mr. Dani actually HAHA. congratulation, Bapakeee! I'm planning to go to his wedding with some of my friends this saturday, but i don't know what to wear. well........

owkay then! oops, i forgot one thing. i met him today. and it was sucks. he'll gone about 88 days away, but i still...... well ya know. doesn't matter anyway. i've to get down on my midterm exams' scores first! wish me luuuck!

nuff said.
papay :D

My "Another" Unimportant Post

2011-03-21T20:44:00.006+07:00

hello again.
I haven't cut my bangs about hmmm 3 months. and it becomes longer and longer everyday.

this is my bangs. right now.
well, im kinda happy with my bangs now. i can even use my creativity to do some styles for my mid-long bangs. for example, i can do this:

emo-style!

or this:

effin' curious new-emo style!

well, i don't think i can cut my bangs this week. unfortunately, next week i'm gonna have a midterm exams, wellllll, i guess, this month, i can't cut my bangs. although, my bangs will start to growing longer, longer, longer, and muuuch longer than it now.

okay then.
nuff said.
papay :D

My Life, Lately.

2011-03-18T20:35:00.003+07:00

Hello again, readers.
well, am gonna tell you about these past days that keep going on and on and on and on... kay, stop.

kita mulai aja cerita gue ini dari hari Senin, pelajaran terakhir di sekolah, Fisika. entah kenapa, kemaren Pak Dani secara mengagetkan ngasih tau anak-anak Xa untuk capcus ke Lab Fisika. dan ternyata oh ternyata, praktek boook. duh, malesnya dari ubun-ubun sampe ujung kaki. yakali, Nes. oke, lanjut. karena Fuad ga masuk, tangannya patah gara-gara kecelakaan motor (makanya ya kawan-kawan sekalian, hati-hati dalam berkendara), gue jadinya cuma bertiga. gue, Sara, dan Damara. awalnya semua percobaan berjalan mulus seperti kulitnya Angelina Jolie. tapi apa boleh buat, kita salah dari step pertama. otomatis, harus ulang lagi dari awal. oh sungguh melelahkan *sighing*. abis itu, gue pulang. daaan, makan sama Dilla sama Kiko di D'Cost La Piazza, Gading. dan hari Senin itu berjalan sangat lancar setelahnya, sampe gue balik mejemin mata di atas kasur. eitss lupa, sblm tidur, gue belajar KN mati-matian. biar hasilnya memuaskan. minimal 100. acie, gaya bener.

Lanjut hari Selasa. Pelajaran pertama, KN. ya, pelajaran yang paling gue hindari di seluruh dunia. agak lebay sih sbnrnya. cuma, ya gimana ya, gue gamau jadi Politikus daaan, gue sama sekali nggak tertarik sama yang namanya Kewarganegaraan. pasal-pasal-laah, Citizenship-lah. Nggak, gue sama sekali nggak tertarik. tapi, karena waktu semester 1 nilai KN gue amburadul, gue langsung tancap gas buat belajar abis tentang Dasar Negara di semester 2 ini. ya, lanjut ke cerita awal. Pak Satriwan masuk ke kelas, heboh sendiri pula. karena absen gue ganjil, gue di luar dulu. absen genap tes duluan. jeng jeng, datanglah disaat-saat menjelang absen ganjil dipanggil ke dalem kelas. gue duduk kedua dari meja paling depan. pas dia bagiin soal, gue agak legaan. ternyata ga sesusah yang gue bayangin. terus dia keluar, tebak dia ngapain? ya, benar sekali saudara-saudaraku setanah air, dia beli tahu goreng. ga jelas. parah. pas lagi tes, gue gangguin Nadels. tidak lain tidak bukan, Nadels duduk depan gue.

Anes: Dels..... lancar ga ngerjainnya?
Nadels: Lancar broo
Anes: Kaya jalan tol yee
Nadels: Bukan bro, kaya tsunami wakakaka
Anes: Wakakakaka

Karena gue sama Nadels ngakak-ngakak, dianggap udah pada selesai sama doi. HUFF. padahal, ada satu nomor yang gue lupa kerjain. oloy. gue masih kesel sampe sekarang. IH. kesel gue. oke, lanjut. pas diperiksa, gue dapet 97.5. DAMNNNNN!!!!! SALAH SATU MEN. SATU. kesel. YA ALLAH. KESEL. ALLAH HUAKBAR. sampe sekarang, gue masih kesel. mangkifores nih emang. kesel gue *ngaisngais tanah sambil nangis darah*

karena kesel, gue nangis ke Nocla, abis nangis, gue legaaaa banget. huff, terima kasih Nocla, udah memberi semangat kepadaku hahah. abis itu pelajaran Musik. hellyeaaa, karena gue masih kesel sama nilai KN gue yang menyesakkan itu. akhirnya, mood gue amburadul babak belur. terus gue nangis lagi di kelas, masih kesel. masih nyesel. masih benci banget sama orang yang bisa dapet nilai sempurna. yap, gue kesel setengah mati. Kiko nyamperin gue. nanya gue kenapa. akhirnya gue ceritain. eeeh pas lagi cerita, ketawan Bu Ohen. terus Bu Ohen bilang, "Iyaaaa Aneshaaa, ayooo kamu nanyi sendiri sekarang yaa! Doooo Laaaa Doooo" dalem hati gue bilang, "Duh. yakali deh. mood saya lagi begini, Bu. ya masa iya, disuruh nyanyi." abis itu gue nyanyi. ternyata, nyanyi itu sangat-sangat super duper mega giga menghibur, saudara-saudara sebangsa dan setanah air! mood gue mendinganlaah dibandingin sebelum gue nyanyi. tapi tetep, sampe detik ini, gue masih belom terima kalo gue salah satu dan karena itu gue ga dapet nilai sempurna. ya udah Nes, sabar aja deh. Allah punya jalan lain. siapa tau UTS lo nanti semuanya 100. aminnnnnnnnnn O:-)

okedeh.
lega banget deh abis nulis di blog.
love ya, blogqueis!
nuff said,
thanks for reading my 'another' unimportant post.
papay :D

Fellas!

2011-03-14T17:39:00.003+07:00

Okay. First, I'm gonna tell you guys about my closest friends in high school right now. we start with number 1 until 8, kay? okay.
Rizki Amalia Jamhur or I use to call her Kiko. She's really a laugher. a lot laugher. She always laughs wherever she goes. she's strong and have a powerful body. she can running without breathing. nope, i was just kidding of course lol. well, she's really a guhhreat runner. she usually eats everything she sees. okay, that's too much. but, she loves eating more than loving her friends i think haha just kidding koo.
Adyzka Marshalivia. I usually call her nickname, Adyz. Adyz is a very 'naughty' girl. well, not kinda a naughty like naughty... but, she always pranks everybody. including her friends. that's why I call her naughty and a prank-out person also hahaha Adyz always keeps her healthiness and she doesn't eat a lot like Nadels, Kiko, and I do well, hahah.
Nadia Elsa Larasati. I call her Nadels! she's a really funny girl. Idk why, but I always tell all of my stories to her. She's one of my secret keeper hehehe. and I really think that she's really click with me. If I got fever, she got fever too. if i'm not in the mood, she's also not in the mood. well, she's pretty same with me though. she's really understanding and caring! haha she also loves to eat meatballs like me! hahaha
MIRAJATI ARROJA ASTRA PAMUNGKAS. well, I use to call her, Mirajati or Mira or perhaps, I can call her Dewi Uler. well, she thinks that I'm a Dewi Ayam. what the... hahaha JK Mir. Mira's a really really tough person. and she got one hundred percents of patience proportion i think. I looooove to prank her every single minute of her life. that's why she always gets mad with me ahahaha. but, we're friends, aren't we, Mir?
Meutiara Anjani. I usually call her Titir, Tiara, or Tinjjja. Hahahaha. she's a very mood booster. she's caring and understanding also! I always tell my problems or even my lovelife stories to her. she's a guhreat secret keeper too. Tiara is the person that we can call "polos" hahaha
Saras Geraldine Lalamentik. I call her Saras or Pancake! because of her wide face, so I call her pancake. Saras is.... well, unpredictable. I didn't think that Saras is a person who can make all of things around her becoming jokes at the same time she talked about those persons. Saras is a loud laugher too. she's effin' smart, by the way!
Diandra Zahra Karima. I use to call her, Andrul, Andra, Keandru or Kean! but she usually calls me, 'Triple Pancakes' *sigh*. Andra's soooo funny also! she can make my mood up when actually, my mood gets down. and recently, she cried two times, and I can't stand watching her crying. because she's everybody's mood booster i think ;-)
Yupppp, I think she's already familiar on this blog, isn't she? Jihanira Sharmila. or Sara, Jihan, Millie, Mila or whatever I call her haha until now, she's always bothering me in every single minute of my life. she usually pranks me too. she loves greentea fraps, and rogut risol haha (-_-) she's also smart! she got 107,75 on her math's test by the way. She loves softball and eating western foods. she's really good at softball. I wish I could be that good when playing softball or doing my tests *sigh*
well, those are my closest friends in high school! excluding, Syadza, Dilla, Mentari, Nocla, and Karina. will post about them sooner or later then.
Thankyou for reading my unimportant post.
nuff said,
papay :D

Untitled.

2011-03-06T20:21:00.004+07:00

I was staring at my phone. many bbms comin. i didn't even touch my phone. i wanted to breathe peacefully today. i didn't wanna think about anything bad today. i wanted my life happily even just for a day. but then, you know, my stomach hurts so bad from this morning till this evening. i couldn't even eat anything. i barely breathe. but seems no one cares, seems everybody thinks that i lied. what is wrong with me actually? what if.... im really sick and there's no one left caring about myself and tryin to help me stand up? what if one day, there's no one left tryin to cheerin me up? i need my best friends right now. cheering me up. and trusting me. and of course, don't be a negative thinker, when they hear me telling something. i'm fckn tired. i'm fckn exhausted. i want my old life back. i want my junior high school friends. i want my best friends back. i want you to trust me

don't ask.

2011-03-02T20:27:00.005+07:00
today was amazing. from the morning until afternoon. but tonight, don't ask. i'm totally screwed up. sometime, my negative thoughts are unpredictably rights. yes, right now, my all time negative thought, the one and only, my negative thought for this month, has been answered. fool you, nesh.

Thank God, for this effin fun day \:D/

2011-03-01T16:54:00.003+07:00

hari ini seruuu sekali saudara-saudaraku sebangsa dan setanah air! hahaha yaaa, walopun awalnya ga banget. kenapa ga banget? simak ceritaku ya \:D/ (dih, gajelas)

hari ini gue dibangunin sama Mbak gue sekitar jam 6.15an pagi gitu lah. sebelnya dari ubun-ubun keujung kaki. please deh, stgh 7 gue masuk sekolah, tetapiii, gue dibangunin jam segitu. ckkkk. sbnrnya gapapa sih, ya kalo rumah gue di koprasi. tinggal ngesot sampe kelas. bahkan, ga ketawan Mr. Parno kalo gue telat dan cabut pulang ke rumah. yakaleee kalo rumah gue di koprasi ckkk. khayalan tingkat dewa dewi cinta (ck, abaikan).
pokoknya, pas gue dateng ke sekolah, seperti biasa, dicegat sama Mr. Parno di depan. mana lama lagi disuruh nunggunya. katanya ga boleh masuk blablablabla. tapi pada akhirnya, jam 7.10, Mr. Parno mengizinkan siswa/i masuk ke kelas. to be honest, we just wasted our important time just to waiting for him, letting us go to the class straightly. pas masuk, pelajaran pertama, pelajaran KN. ya, diubah semua jadwal gara-gara Pak Satriwan kuliah. amburadul deh semuanya. dan kelas gue, XA, harus mengalami tekanan tingkat tinggi di hari Senin. fisika, kita bakalan belajar fisika selama 3 jam pelajaran. dari selesai istirahat sampe pulang. apa yang akan terjadi? kita keluar jadi baked potato kali ye. canda deng.
terus dilanjutin sama pelajaran kedua, seperti kelas 9, gue bawa uler-uleran karet. dan guess what, Fuad sukses ngacir sana-sini gara-gara dia takut sama uler. bahkan ternyata, liat gambar uler aja dia ngacir. Fu... Fu... gue kira generasi Hitler yang satu ini ga pernah takut sama begituan.
Pulaaaang, ada rapat deh di Trrc buat London Trip bulan Juni-Juli. anak-anaknya seru banget lagi yang ikut. tapi ada yang bikin gue ga semangat -> Mirajati ikut wkwk canda mir. seneng deng gue kalo si Mirjot ikut. seruuu \:D/ dan yang serunya lagi, guru yang ikut ga jadi Pak Fakhruddin, tapiii, Bu Fitri! woohoo. sama Ms. Arifah dan Pak Ano juga. ckkk. hahaha.
ah pokoknya hari ini superduper deh. makasih Ya Allah. Love yaaaa <3>
nuff said,
papay.

i'm tryin to let you go.

2011-02-28T18:17:00.003+07:00

This time, i will give up at this point for my own goodness. I’m tired of being hurt. I don’t want to waste my time just to waiting for someone, that i realized, he will never ever give me some positive responds. Well, that’s okay. You made me know what love is. We can’t be waiting all the time. Sometimes, we have to make some steps. But, i’m not kind of girl who can start the conversation, just for you know. Ilydm. and i'm gonna miss you. Honestly. But, hey, i’ve to move on. You’ll gone about a few months away. I don’t wanna be hurt. Again. I don’t wanna missing you like a fat kids miss their chocolate mousse. I want to live my life happily ever after. Like a story book. Meanwhile, you’ll gone and make another step for your future, for makin your life better, in college. I wish you all the bests from here. And, Hope you’ll coming to school every Friday, so i can see you all Fridays. well, bye, love <3

Today, Nadels' Bash, and Everything.

2011-02-26T15:24:00.004+07:00
halo.
kehidupan gue akhir-akhir ini emang banyak cobaannya. mulai dari kakak gue yang masih kekanak-kanakan, ngevideo-in gue sama ade gue berantem, padahal udah jelas-jelas dia yang ngomporin ckk. terus, pelajaran sekolah. nilai-nilai gue yang jeleknya minta ampun, dan dorongan dari orangtua dan diri gue sendiri untuk masuk IPA. oiya, temen-temen juga. kenapa mereka kadang-kadang suka memaksakan sesuatu yang sebenernya gue ga bisa lakuin? contoh, untuk ga badmood setiap saat. tapi tolong deh, i'm a teenager, so do you, guys. we're still in up and down conditions. huh, sebodo teuing ah.

terusss hari selasa kmrn gue nginep rumah Nadels. seru bgt sumpah!
kita plg sklh hari senin, ke rumah gue ambil baju, ke rumah Andra juga, terus baru ke rumah Nadels. pas sampe rumah Nadels, kita berlenje-lenje ria dulu sebentar. abis itu, kita ke Cibujang. ya, Cibubur Junction. sama nyokap dan kakaknya nadels juga. trs kita makan malem di salah satu restoran di sana, dan makanannya top margotop banget deh. seinget gue, gue mesen sirloin steak, Andra sop buntut bakar, terus Nadels sop buntut goreng. abis itu kita kembali ke rumah Nadels. malemnya, kita nonton berencana buat nonton Ju On, apa daya rasa takut menghantui kita bertiga, akhirnya kita ngurungin niat nonton Ju On, daaan, akhirnya kita nonton Grown Ups. abis itu, mata kita gabisa diajak kompromi daaan, kita akhirnya tidur.

pagi-paginya, nadels ngajakin renang dikompleknya gitu. terus seru banget deh! masa ada mobil komplek gitu, bisa nganter-nganter gitu. aaaah, nadels, enak banget rumahnya, jadi pgn tinggal di Cibubur deh, cuman sayang, jauh dari sekolah :-(
abis berenang, kita mandi syalalalalala, eh sblm mandi kita nonton Ju On dulu deng. sambil makan roti goreng juga! ahhh enak bgt suer. hm. abis itu gue ngumpul disekolah. pas kita turun taksi di depan sekolah, kita ga jelas gitu haha. apalagi, kita pada pake baju formal buat ulangtaun nadels. takut eye-catching (apesi) akhirnya, kita ngumpet dibalik mas mas tukang jual siomay.
trs gue nyoba buat nelfon mang yaya, supir gue, tapi pas lagi nelfon, ga sengaja gue liat ke arah mobil yang keluar dari gerbang sekolah. ternyata di dalem mobil itu ada Pak Parno, Pak Satriwan, dan Pak Sanin. ya, awkward moment sekali saudara-saudara sekalian.

abis itu kita makan di Kekun, Kemang. makanannya super duper banget deh enaknya. mana porsinya ga kira-kira. hufff, gagal sudah rutinitas diet gue hari itu. ini foto-fotonya yang kmrn (edited by. Adyzka)

Me, Adyz, Kokow, Nadels
Adyz, Kokow, Me, Sara, Tiara, Saras
Adyz, Sara, Me, Nadels, Andra, Tiara, Saras, Kokow
senangggg sekali hari itu. walaupun pas pulang diceramahin sama bapake. tapi that's kay. diceramahinnya panjang, cuma aslinya ga ada poinnya. huff, kebiasan bapake sekali. tapi hari itu emang bener-bener deh serunya. daaaan, terimakasih banyak @nadelss! hahaha dasar ya Dels, kebaikan jadi orang sih dirimu haha ceggg ma jutya' (yang ga ngerti, anggep itu additional text aja).
owkay deh, papay :D

what I love.

2011-02-25T21:01:00.002+07:00
These are things that I love most.

I love ocean, sea, everything that involved the water <3
I LOVE PARIS! I LOVE EIFFEL TOWER, MACAROONS, AND THE ACCENTS.
GOSSSSH, I'M TOO IN LOVE WITH THIS ONE. ROLLER COASTER!!!! WOOHOO
Anddd I love sunset! whenever I saw the sunset, I always felt calm.
well well, those are things that I love the most.
how bout you?
p.s. its nice to caught you stalking my blog :D

>:O

2011-02-23T21:59:00.003+07:00

halo. tadi gue masuk sekolah loh dan bener-bener capek banget deh. capek batin tapi. gatau kenapa ya hari ini tuh, hari tersuram banget. ga tersuram juga sih. cuman akhir-akhir ini emang lagi sering nangis aja gue.
kadang gue mikir, orang-orang yang gatau kejadian aslinya, malah buat kesimpulan sendiri. apalagi yang kejadian gue brntm kmrn. tolong, kalo ngga tau jangan langsung nge-blame gue ya, ibu-ibu dan bapak-bapak sekalian. disini gue ngomong aja nih, sekalian klarifikasiin semuanya. terserah mau percaya apa ngga, bodo amat. gue juga udah capek peduli sama omongan orang yang nyatanya emang ga ada sangkutpautnya sama hidup gue sendiri.
gue emang baru-baru ini berantem sama temen gue. cumannn, ga ada kejadian tonjok menonjok kok. dan emang gue dan dia sama-sama salah. gue emang jambak-jambakan, iya gue tau. tapi tolong deh, skrg aja gue sama temen gue ini udah santai aja, kenapa situ masih ngegosipin gue? oiya, terus gini. masalah ini ga ada hubungannya sama kondisi fisik gue maupun dia. tolong deh pikirin lagi, dengan status temen gue ini, gue tau gue hrsnya emang lebih sabar, cuman, namanya orang emosi, emang salah? ngga kan? kita punya hak untuk ngeluarin emosi kita.
capek tau gue, nangis, badmood gajelas lah. ya iyalah, siapa yang ngga capek? masalah digede-gedein. lebay banget sih. kesel gue. huff.
tadinya, gue males sama urusan beginian nih. ribet. resek. ga jelas. ga penting. dan ga berguna juga. lagi pula juga udah lewat kale.
bodoooooooo. sekali lagi ya, i will respect those who respect me. and my attitude is based on how you treat me. well, i think you know what exactly my point is. keep it simple, buddy. we all made mistakes. and nobody's perfect.
ha, silly quotes.
nuff said.
bye.

february 15th.

2011-02-15T19:40:00.004+07:00

hey. today is February 15th, which means, what? what which means? means nothing. boring day ever. got stuck in this room, watching dvds, stalking someone's facebook, then eating. i'd like to call today, my bad day so far in 2011.
my bad thoughts successfully distracted me out. well, congratulation Nes, you still have 4 hours to enjoy today. hmm, maybe baking can make my mood up. well, gonna bake something. it'd better be cupcakes or hazelnut brownies. damn, i think i just ruined my diet routine. well, who cares? bye, diet thingy. now, im going to eat something sweet, something sugary, and dont think about you. and for you, happy birthday! what the hell am i doin rite now? sayin happy bday on this blog page? although i already know, you won't read this, will ya? idc. well, wish you have a great year. wish you can get into the university you'd like to go to. lol, im outta my mind.
okay then, nuff said, bye.

random.

2011-02-14T22:54:00.001+07:00

halo.
belakangan ini gue sangatlah labil. ya, semua karena PMS. gue PMS. rese deh. suer. gue jadi gampang marah, gampang nangis, tapi gampang ketawa juga. terus akhir-akhir ini gue lagi bimbang. ya, bimbang masalah nilai, masalah temen, masalah si doi, dan semua-muanya. huhu.
hari ini gue masuk. padahal, gue pengen banget menetapkan hari ini sebagaiHari Bolos Nasional. tapi apa boleh buat, gue harus menetapkan hari ini menjadi Hari Kejepit Nasional a.k.a hari sekolah ditengah-tengah hari libur. please deh, besok tuh libur, Bapak Fakhrudin, Kepala Sekolah yang kami sayangi dan kami banggakan (mungkin skrg dirumahnya, Pak Fakhrudin lagi bilang, “LABSCHOOL!”). kenapa sih Pak, hari ini harus masuk? iya iya Pak, saya tau hari ini Valentine’s Day, jadi Bapak ingin berbagi kasih sayang sama warga labschool. tapi kan ga gini Pak caranya. NGGAK GINI, PAK. (maksa).
anak kelas lain selain XA, atau selain kelas yang hari ini ulangan fisikanya Mr. Dani Rachmadani, pada bolos semua. yaa ga semua juga sih. sebagian besarnya tapi. HU, Pak Dani Pak Dani, yang bener aja, Pak. Bapak tega. oke, lanjut.
hari ini gue cuma belajar TIK, Fisika, dan KN. lalu apa kabar dengan pelajaran Mat dan Biologi? hmm. sbnrnya Pak Hari masuk pas pljrn Mat, cuma karena Pak Lukito belom nerangin materi trigonometri, Pak Hari belom bisa mulai materinya dia. karena semua itu tergantung dengan….. trigonometri yang diajar oleh Bapak Lucky2. Kalo Biologi, entah kenapa tumben banget Bu Ulva ga masuk, pdhl biasanya, walopun anaknya Bu Ulva sakit, dia tetap menyempatkan diri untuk masuk dan mengajar.
tibalah disaat Pak Dani masuk kelas, dan karena fisika hari ini cuma satu jam padahal harus tes dan waktunya dua jam, Pak Dani minjem waktu pljrn Pak Satriwan satu jam. alhasil, semua masalah waktu pengerjaan tes fisika terselesaikan. hari ini juga gue ngecengin Pak Dani dgn calon istrinya. contoh:
Anesha: Cie Pak Dani, Maret nih ye!
Pak Dani: Apa kamu….
Anesha: Undang undang boleh kali ye
Pak Dani: Nggak ah, nanti pas tamu-tamu mau makan, makanannya udah abis sama kamu.
sumpah, itu sangat menusuk. Pak Dani dendam apaa coba sama gue. huff. abis itu pelajaran Pak Satriwan. dia masuk bawa laptop dan memulai materi baru tentang dasar negara gitu. terus dia nanya, kenapa kita bisa bilang kalo Pancasila adalah ideologi Bangsa Indonesia, pdhl di Pancasila ngga ada pernyataannya. terus gue coba untuk angkat bicara, hasilnya, ya, boleh ditebak. dia malah bilang, “kamu kok ga nyambung sih? malah lari ke topik lain.” lari? plis deh Pak, capek kale lari. mendingan jalan. dih, apa pula Nes, jayus kali kau. abis itu Galih berani angkat bicara dan BOOM! jadi ada tugas KN disuruh bikin pernyataan gitu, dan semuanya gara-gara si Galih. ga deeeng, canda Gal.
gue merasa terancam setelah Pak Satriwan argumen sama si Galih. kenapa ada orang yang bisa sekritis itu? gimana coba kalo gue sidang kartul dapetnya Pak Satriwan? lempar tali kali gue terus gantung diri. ah, Nes, berlebihan ah. tapi serius deh. tapi tadi gue bener pas jawab tentang apaa gitu trs gue jawab, “John Locke”. ya, cuma sekali seumur hidup gue bisa jawab dan ga dikomentarin sama Pak Satriwan. ck, cepe deh.
waktu pulang telah tiba. gue bagiin fotokopian sosiologi ke anak-anak XA terus lanjut rapiin barang-barang yang bejubel di kolong meja gue, masukin ke tas, salam sama Pak Satriwan, lalu go go homie. ngga juga deng, gue dan Andra jemput Devina dulu trs kita delivery Pizza Hut dirumah gue. trs ada kejadian yang sangat aneh.
Andra: Ih mirip Pak Satriwan
Anesha: Ha? siapa, Ndra?
*liat laptop*
Anesha: Ndra……….
Andra: Mirip kan, Nes?
Anesha: Ndra, cepat sadar, Ndra. yang lo bilang mirip itu Johnny Depp, Ndra. Johnny Depp!!! (gue gasantai)
suasana hening lalu terpecahkan dengan suara ketawa gue, Devina, dan Andra. duh duh, susah banget deh punya temen macam begini semua. kocak juga tapi hahahaha.
well well, bantal dan guling dan selimmut dan kasur dan scrunchy sudah memanggil-manggil namaku. bobo bobo malam duyu, papay kawan. thanks for reading this such unimportant post <3

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GBK!

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pelajaran hidup.

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hidup emang banyak pilihan. cuman disaat kita bingung untuk memilih, disaat itu pula kita tau bahwa dinamika kehidupan berjalan. disini gue ngalamin sendiri rasanya dinamika kehidupan. dan semua orang pasti pernah ngalamin itu. kadang emang bungkam lebih baik ya. kalo pepatah bilang, ‘diam itu emas’. mungkin mulai sekarang gue harus belajar gimana caranya untuk ga berkhayal terlalu tinggi. karena gue ga mau jatoh terlalu dalam di dalam lubang yang sama.

another unimportant post.

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Fyeaaaah! TO was EXTREMELY FUNNN!!!!!!!! i wanna do to lagi nih
by the way, i gotta study for my mid term remedial tests. good luck nes.
bye :)

p.s. kunjungi tumblrku -> http://uhsweetniblets.tumblr.com/

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